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seewell
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- Oct 16, 2022
- 23
I feel so pathetic feeling this way, but I just can't keep going on with life alone like this. I "need" someone I can be completely open with, someone who can support me when the big-d kicks in, someone who makes me smile. It's just way too much to ask of anyone, I guess. Or maybe something is just horribly wrong with me and I repel any potential person like that.
I feel like for the past year I have been lying to myself, telling myself that I can find someone again. Maybe I can just take care of myself like an adult. Maybe I don't need that other person in my life. But, I'm giving up. I'm not trying to be better anymore. I'm done with it. I hate feeling this way, but I never want to be here again. I can't be this alone.
I feel like for the past year I have been lying to myself, telling myself that I can find someone again. Maybe I can just take care of myself like an adult. Maybe I don't need that other person in my life. But, I'm giving up. I'm not trying to be better anymore. I'm done with it. I hate feeling this way, but I never want to be here again. I can't be this alone.