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blahblahuser1174
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- Dec 21, 2021
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i have a good method, i have a specific date chosen, i'm not scared of the pain because it will be over so fast, i'm not scared of death as i don't believe in any afterlife... but i am still scared to do it. WHY?!? i just want and need to end my suffering. the thought of having to keep going with life day after day is exhausting but i honestly think i will chicken out next week. my plan is to intentionally trigger myself while i'm at the location. idk, i'm just frustrated that i might not be able to escape and i feel trapped.