DeathIsTheWayOut99
Warlock
- Jun 6, 2020
- 798
I had reluctantly joined a prayer line that a friend suggested. Now, I am not very religious but, well, I figured I would do it. And I ended up clamming up and feeling even more depressed
All my life I see how fucked up religion really is. the Bible, churches, I feel everything nis fake and a sham. People flaunt themselves to seem better and more superior but in reality they are just fakers who abuse others and are in for money and power. Oddly enough, I am currently in a christian based club. I wonder if a part of me wants to be close to god, but with all the abuse I suffered I doubt god is actually real. If he was, then why are so many people being abused and not being saved or helped?
All my life I see how fucked up religion really is. the Bible, churches, I feel everything nis fake and a sham. People flaunt themselves to seem better and more superior but in reality they are just fakers who abuse others and are in for money and power. Oddly enough, I am currently in a christian based club. I wonder if a part of me wants to be close to god, but with all the abuse I suffered I doubt god is actually real. If he was, then why are so many people being abused and not being saved or helped?