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Worthless_nobody
Enlightened
- Feb 14, 2019
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Talking with regular people who don't even try to understand is soul sucking and exhausting:
"Go to therapy"..This is everyone's go to answer as if it is the do all be all end all. I can't afford therapy and it didn't help me anyway when I was doing it. Talking to anyone about my feelings just makes me feel worse. It's just maddening when people say "depression is just a chemical imbalance in the brain"...well for me my depression is 100% situational and has been chronic and life long thanks to bad situations. Meds never helped me and never will. Infact I have permanent anhedonia from zoloft (sertraline) And then the classic "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" ....what about people like me whos problems aren't temporary?
Just another pointless vent into the void. I'm feeling so hopeless and lost these days. Being stuck in limbo is the worst. I don't want to live, I don't want to die. This limbo state of mind has gone on far too many years. I want to either get busy living or get busy dying...and sadly I think I know which one it will be.
"Go to therapy"..This is everyone's go to answer as if it is the do all be all end all. I can't afford therapy and it didn't help me anyway when I was doing it. Talking to anyone about my feelings just makes me feel worse. It's just maddening when people say "depression is just a chemical imbalance in the brain"...well for me my depression is 100% situational and has been chronic and life long thanks to bad situations. Meds never helped me and never will. Infact I have permanent anhedonia from zoloft (sertraline) And then the classic "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" ....what about people like me whos problems aren't temporary?
Just another pointless vent into the void. I'm feeling so hopeless and lost these days. Being stuck in limbo is the worst. I don't want to live, I don't want to die. This limbo state of mind has gone on far too many years. I want to either get busy living or get busy dying...and sadly I think I know which one it will be.