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hurb

hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
289
Idk if its just me. But going outside makes me more depressed than when im inside. Going out and seeing everyone struggle to come by , see all the trash on the ground , kids crying, women yelling, men praying.
It all feels so miserable.
By the time i go back into my room I have the urge to remove my own skin. Im so different from them.
there was never any hope was there.
Also cars , god i hate cars. These machines are horrors beyond human comprehension.
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
250
cars are awful and i hate them. if something is within walking distance i would rather take 20-30 minutes to walk then 5-10 minutes to drive because i hate driving especially. if someone else drives me it's okay. but i really dislike driving

sometimes going out is okay or makes me feel good but even then i mostly just feel nothing from going outside or still sadness.
 
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Misanthrope0000

Misanthrope0000

Misanthrope
Sep 8, 2024
105
Idk if its just me. But going outside makes me more depressed than when im inside. Going out and seeing everyone struggle to come by , see all the trash on the ground , kids crying, women yelling, men praying.
It all feels so miserable.
By the time i go back into my room I have the urge to remove my own skin. Im so different from them.
there was never any hope was there.
Also cars , god i hate cars. These machines are horrors beyond human comprehension.
Going outside just reminds me that this shithole is the reason why I'm suicidal in the first place lol, relateable
 
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Uncounted1846

Member
Jan 17, 2026
99
I walk my dog everyday when the weather is 32 degrees or above. The entire time I'm outside I just keep thinking about suicide, how awful people in this town are, and why can't I grow a pair and buy the gun already?

But hey, at least I got some vitamin D. Big help. 🙄
 
Mirrors

Mirrors

Member
Mar 14, 2026
5
I am laughing because I am also regularly told this as if it was a magic bullet solution. If only I was a plant instead of a person, then maybe more sun really would heal me.
 
truehappiness

truehappiness

Bliss and Happiness to all <3
Mar 3, 2026
120
Idk if its just me. But going outside makes me more depressed than when im inside. Going out and seeing everyone struggle to come by , see all the trash on the ground , kids crying, women yelling, men praying.
It all feels so miserable.
By the time i go back into my room I have the urge to remove my own skin. Im so different from them.
there was never any hope was there.
Also cars , god i hate cars. These machines are horrors beyond human comprehension.
I have to admit
walking somehow eases that constricting feeling I sometimes get when I am too deep into my constant sadness.
It feels like someone is tying my lungs together

Walking helps a bit clearing my head

But yup! It does not make "the sad" go away at all.
 

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