Neogoloid

Neogoloid

Crush me until there’s nothing left
Oct 28, 2023
200
Just need to vent right quick, I honestly wanna set myself on fire because I hate myself so much. If it weren't for the pain I'd feel I swear I'd do it. No girl is ever going to love an ugly bastard like me they hate me. And I may just give up on partial hanging as a whole because I fear I will fail.

I think I'm just gonna jump, seems like my best option. Just wanted to vent because I just had a girl on here claim she's so glad that I'm still alive and things were going normally, but next you know I can't find her anywhere and can't reply to the last comment she made so I'm guessing I got blocked or something since there's no trace of the account anywhere, and for what? Why are girls like this? I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind.
 
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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
553
This probably won't mean much to you, but I relate and I'm a girl😭 I don't fit in anywhere and I'm basically invisible to guys. I know love and relationships aren't the only thing to life but I feel so isolated and alone that I rather just die
 
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flower_g1rl

flower_g1rl

sep 22, 2019
Oct 25, 2023
48
she probably deleted, dont think "blocking" here works as you described
 
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hermestrimegistus

hermestrimegistus

Specialist
Sep 16, 2023
341
Theres a good chance this girl feels exactly the way you do
 
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the-emo-girl1

the-emo-girl1

New Member
Nov 21, 2023
2
Just need to vent right quick, I honestly wanna set myself on fire because I hate myself so much. If it weren't for the pain I'd feel I swear I'd do it. No girl is ever going to love an ugly bastard like me they hate me. And I may just give up on partial hanging as a whole because I fear I will fail.

I think I'm just gonna jump, seems like my best option. Just wanted to vent because I just had a girl on here claim she's so glad that I'm still alive and things were going normally, but next you know I can't find her anywhere and can't reply to the last comment she made so I'm guessing I got blocked or something since there's no trace of the account anywhere, and for what? Why are girls like this? I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind.
hay are you talking about the-emo-girl bc that was me i didnt block you i just got banned!!!!
 
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the-emo-girl1

the-emo-girl1

New Member
Nov 21, 2023
2
You got banned and remade?
na i had to make my stuff again after i seen what he said
Just need to vent right quick, I honestly wanna set myself on fire because I hate myself so much. If it weren't for the pain I'd feel I swear I'd do it. No girl is ever going to love an ugly bastard like me they hate me. And I may just give up on partial hanging as a whole because I fear I will fail.

I think I'm just gonna jump, seems like my best option. Just wanted to vent because I just had a girl on here claim she's so glad that I'm still alive and things were going normally, but next you know I can't find her anywhere and can't reply to the last comment she made so I'm guessing I got blocked or something since there's no trace of the account anywhere, and for what? Why are girls like this? I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind.
please tell me your not dead
Just need to vent right quick, I honestly wanna set myself on fire because I hate myself so much. If it weren't for the pain I'd feel I swear I'd do it. No girl is ever going to love an ugly bastard like me they hate me. And I may just give up on partial hanging as a whole because I fear I will fail.

I think I'm just gonna jump, seems like my best option. Just wanted to vent because I just had a girl on here claim she's so glad that I'm still alive and things were going normally, but next you know I can't find her anywhere and can't reply to the last comment she made so I'm guessing I got blocked or something since there's no trace of the account anywhere, and for what? Why are girls like this? I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind.
i worked so hard just to talk to you again
 
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Neogoloid

Neogoloid

Crush me until there’s nothing left
Oct 28, 2023
200
hay are you talking about the-emo-girl bc that was me i didnt block you i just got banned!!!!
Omg I'm so sorry, I don't know if you'll see this but I did not mean for that to happen. I just wanted to vent, none of this was my intention I swear.
 
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koro

koro

この夢は本当に嫌います。
Nov 11, 2023
66
hay are you talking about the-emo-girl bc that was me i didnt block you i just got banned!!!!
Man I sure hope you two build up a good relationship and stay with that
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
4,286
she probably deleted, dont think "blocking" here works as you described
Wait, how exactly do you block people on here? And how is blocking here different than what he described?
 
get.some.sleep

get.some.sleep

I hope I don't feel like this forever
Nov 17, 2023
20
Wait, how exactly do you block people on here? And how is blocking here different than what he described?
I'm not sure what the answer to your second question is but if you click a person's name it brings up a pop up that says "ignore" amongst other things so I think that's what they're referring to as blocking.
 
flower_g1rl

flower_g1rl

sep 22, 2019
Oct 25, 2023
48
Wait, how exactly do you block people on here? And how is blocking here different than what he described?
if i ignore you (block) you can still see me and my posts. it's just that i can't see yours. at least that's how i think it is. correct me if i'm wrong
 
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penguinl0v3s

penguinl0v3s

Wait for Me 💙
Nov 1, 2023
786
Did I just witness a romance bloom on a suicide forum? Good for you two lol, this is pretty funny.
 
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Yuna is My Waifu

Member
Nov 19, 2023
80
Did I just witness a romance bloom on a suicide forum? Good for you two lol, this is pretty funny.
Anything to distract from the Suifuel that is daily life is great, even if it doesn't last,
 
todeswunsch

todeswunsch

On overtime in life
Oct 19, 2023
160
hay are you talking about the-emo-girl bc that was me i didnt block you i just got banned!!!!
Aren't you 13? :nomouth:
I seen that in a what-seems-to-be-deleted post of yours...
That's complicated I'd say
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
4,286
if i ignore you (block) you can still see me and my posts. it's just that i can't see yours. at least that's how i think it is.
I see, thank you for letting me know
 
tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,236
Omg I'm so sorry, I don't know if you'll see this but I did not mean for that to happen. I just wanted to vent, none of this was my intention I swear.
I definitely don't think you are the one who should be apologising.
 
Orbitc

Orbitc

Sorry for my English
Jul 2, 2023
277
Just need to vent right quick, I honestly wanna set myself on fire because I hate myself so much. If it weren't for the pain I'd feel I swear I'd do it. No girl is ever going to love an ugly bastard like me they hate me. And I may just give up on partial hanging as a whole because I fear I will fail.

I think I'm just gonna jump, seems like my best option. Just wanted to vent because I just had a girl on here claim she's so glad that I'm still alive and things were going normally, but next you know I can't find her anywhere and can't reply to the last comment she made so I'm guessing I got blocked or something since there's no trace of the account anywhere, and for what? Why are girls like this? I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind.
Why do you need such a girl? Maybe she has sadistic tendencies since she likes to deceive people like that. In any case, she is definitely not worth your worries.
 
tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,236
Why do you need such a girl? Maybe she has sadistic tendencies since she likes to deceive people like that. In any case, she is definitely not worth your worries.
I wish I had screenshotted the deleted thread the emo being created. People could draw their own conclusions regarding deception. Op didn't see it.

I'm not going to say any more. Delighted to be wrong. But if looks like a duck and quacks like a duck...
 
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Orbitc

Orbitc

Sorry for my English
Jul 2, 2023
277
oops, I didn't read the entire discussion thread before replying to the first message. I'm sorry
 
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tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,236
Aren't you 13? :nomouth:
I seen that in a what-seems-to-be-deleted post of yours...
That's complicated I'd say
The one about the boyfriend and the boobs and butt and being bi...bait imo...NO 'm so out out out, thank goodness for the ignore button.
 
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R_N

R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
1,442
You barely know this girl and you are already emotionally invested which just amplified your desperation to have someone at any cost.

This behaviour will only hurt you and I disagree with this being a good kind of distraction. Just look how you act and feel now.

Also friendly advice. Desperation and possessivenes is unattractive trait. It can also ruin friendships not just relationships.

Sorry if I was harsh but things like this never end good for anyone involved.
 
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Viranamari

Viranamari

A Future Corpse
Feb 22, 2023
293
It seems that you went through quite a lot. I'm a girl and I believe that both genders can have this problem. Perhaps the girl you were messaging got her account deleted? That seems to be the more likely case at least. I certainly wish things get better.
 
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figurehead

figurehead

Student
Sep 27, 2023
115
"Girls" are not just like this. Some suffer similar feelings that you do. Generalising is quite unfair and it certainly makes the person less attractive as a whole. You're consuming yourself for this one girl - who may have or not rejected you - and blaming all women for it. We're not so bad :wink: and it's probably even empirically proved that someone can be absolutely repulsive to absolutely everyone. regardless of the genre. I dunno what you put in the category of "virgin ugly losers", but that's sooo subjective. Have you never seen some guy who(to you) fits in that category walking hand in hand with someone pretty and nice (also subjective)?
 
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pawlessz

pawlessz

silly
Nov 15, 2023
33
Just need to vent right quick, I honestly wanna set myself on fire because I hate myself so much. If it weren't for the pain I'd feel I swear I'd do it. No girl is ever going to love an ugly bastard like me they hate me. And I may just give up on partial hanging as a whole because I fear I will fail.

I think I'm just gonna jump, seems like my best option. Just wanted to vent because I just had a girl on here claim she's so glad that I'm still alive and things were going normally, but next you know I can't find her anywhere and can't reply to the last comment she made so I'm guessing I got blocked or something since there's no trace of the account anywhere, and for what? Why are girls like this? I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind.
im a girl and im ugly dw
 
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tarumipemi

tarumipemi

Member
Sep 26, 2023
17
BASHAR + MEDITATION WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP
 
steppenwolf

steppenwolf

Not a student
Oct 25, 2023
161
I have always had film star looks, but I may as well look like I need to wear a paper bag over my head so as not to frighten people, for all of the spite I get from women. Not that it bothers me any more, not since I was a teenager 30 years ago. You know what women are. They're just other men, only it's more difficult to punch them in the balls.
 
ve.nin

ve.nin

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Nov 17, 2023
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Just need to vent right quick, I honestly wanna set myself on fire because I hate myself so much. If it weren't for the pain I'd feel I swear I'd do it. No girl is ever going to love an ugly bastard like me they hate me. And I may just give up on partial hanging as a whole because I fear I will fail.

I think I'm just gonna jump, seems like my best option. Just wanted to vent because I just had a girl on here claim she's so glad that I'm still alive and things were going normally, but next you know I can't find her anywhere and can't reply to the last comment she made so I'm guessing I got blocked or something since there's no trace of the account anywhere, and for what? Why are girls like this? I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind.
Maybe this won't help, but still: I'm handsome, I've been with a lot of girls, I'm tall, fit, everything. Does it matter? Honestly no. Not at all.

I want to stab my neck this second.

Sometimes it's a big burden cause you feel you couldn'd enjoy it. A big burden.

So hugs man…. I hope you get to find peace and ease. Even if just a little bit.
 
Humble

Humble

Just chillin'
Nov 26, 2023
50
Just need to vent right quick, I honestly wanna set myself on fire because I hate myself so much. If it weren't for the pain I'd feel I swear I'd do it. No girl is ever going to love an ugly bastard like me they hate me. And I may just give up on partial hanging as a whole because I fear I will fail.

I think I'm just gonna jump, seems like my best option. Just wanted to vent because I just had a girl on here claim she's so glad that I'm still alive and things were going normally, but next you know I can't find her anywhere and can't reply to the last comment she made so I'm guessing I got blocked or something since there's no trace of the account anywhere, and for what? Why are girls like this? I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind.
Your feelings are valid. However, considering almost everyone on this site are struggling, I don't think she blocked you. It's not good to value yourself depending on if you're in a relationship or not; it's not worth it. You would be destroying yourself for someone who potentially couldn't care less. Many people feel insecure and think they are "ugly," When in reality they are beautiful. I bet that's your case.
 

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