Getting worse again

[purple_guyz]

I knew it would happen, I knew I would get worse again. I was feeling a little better, I wanted to kms but not right at that moment, but know I want to kms right now. It's so funny how it works I never want to live but I can still feel better. You can tell by how much I post on here. I hate this my brain tries to trick me that I'm getting better but I've out smarted it. I know it's just gonna get worse again lolz.

 

[Ε. Η. R.]

Always like that. When you think you've hit rock bottom, things can get worse.

 

[UnwillingSavior]

This sine wave of life is too much for me. The peaks are smaller than the troughs, its awful. I could just keep riding the waves of this storm but I don't want to stay afloat anymore. At the same time, I don't want to give up. Its tiring and exhausting as hell lol. Because when I'm at my peaks, I now know the only place left to go is back down. And who knows how long it'll be before I come back up.

 

[purple_guyz]

Always like that. When you think you've hit rock bottom, things can get worse.

No it's not like that. It's like hills but the craters are more deeper and longer than the peaks. Yeah know?

 

[Ε. Η. R.]

It's like hills but the craters are more deeper and longer than the peaks. Yeah know?

Know, know... I feel that I will never get out of the crater.