That's understandable but you have to consider the very real possibility that N could not be available indefinitely. There is only one known legitimate supplier right now. The history of N suppliers has been up and down but there's been much better times than this. I'm so disappointed to have missed the availability of powdered N. Can't get dolethal now either. Wouldn't surprise me if the trend continues.
If you're impulsive I'd say don't do it. If you do make a purchase (perhaps because of potential future unavailability) make it a long/laborious process to access your SN once you have it by storing it away from your home or perhaps splitting it up into multipke packages and storing them in multiple locations if possible and safe. That way you can't use it impulsively. You can probably get creative about further/more adequately making the use of it less cobducive to impulsive use.
I believe the relief, coming from my own experience, is the perceived ability of taking back the control of one's life again. It gives the individual a sense of control that, with the method in proximity, they can CTB anytime they wish.
Yeah, the future unavailability is what scares me. N and SN are the only methods I can imagine myself using. I've also thought about making it as inconvenient as possible to access. The only thing that comes to mind is burying it in the woods behind my home.
The perceived control is so tempting. The thought of SN/N not being available in the future terrifies me. But I do think you are right. It does make one that much more likely to CTB due to ease of access.
Burying it isn't a terrible idea in fairness. There's some things to consider though. Two main ones... Environmental issues that impact the longevity/shelf life of your SN or N & how deep you bury it. It needs to be at least 3 feet to stop wildlife (foxes, badgers, coyotes etc) digging it up. That's a common issue with people burying their pets or even money and drugs in the wild. It gets dug up by wildlife or it perishes. Some people have buried millions in cash only to die and have a family member go dig it up to find its partially eaten by insects. One guy, I forget who (some rapper I think) told an interviewer about how he'd visit stores with clumps of his dead brothers buried cash and ask them to exchange it for stuff that was massively lower value because the cash was in such a bad state. The hope being that the till operator could potentially pry the clump apart and manege to find a few thousand in useable notes, making huge profit on a something worth only a fraction of that.
Because like every medicine it has an expiration date, march last year, 1 year off.... But it should be useful anyway... It's properly stored in a black box with no light in the fridge.
Yeah, no, I'm not ignorant to expiry dates. I just got the impression that maybe you'd only bought it very recently and incorrectly assumed it goes off quicker than it does. I clearly misinterpreted your post. As you said though, it should still be fine. Where did you find the expiry date? Just out of interest, because from what I've seen it's not displayed on the bottles D sends.
I bought nearly 3 years ago, and I do remember the date was visible either at the box or the label. I'm in Mexico and it was very difficult finding and getting it, even here. I could gladly play A here, but he doesn't sell inside the country. :/
Ah now it makes more sense. I was assuming you bought it more recently from D. Not sure if you know but A is no longer in business. It's D only now. Not sure but maybe he does ship inside Mexico. It's a shame you're not able to source it easily. Is the source you used no longer viable? Can't help wondering how hard/easy it might be to do a repeat order.
Dunno D, A wouldn't sell.... I don't care at the moment
No, it can not , maybe in remote secluded places, but government made it even more difficult last year. It requires a prescription signed by doctor and pre-approved and emitted by the government. So even if you bribe, not everyone is happy to sell.
It's possible you could find and bribe a seller / with a prescription.... You never know. I will try soon, I want to have a 2nd non-expired bottle as backup, feel better with it.
