Getting serious about ctb

[brainwormz]

So life just keeps getting worse. I can't afford a gun so I have an idea. I'm thinking hydrogen cyanide mixed into a Starbucks matcha latte. I have 2 ondansetron tabs for the nausea and vomiting. Will that work?

I don't handle drugs well as a schizophrenic. I'm worried I will freak out when symptoms manifest. Accounts of cyanide poisonings I've seen don't look super fun but hell nothing does.

I'm feeling the cyanide route because I have a habit of aborting my attempts. I figure once it's drank there's no panicking and backing out.

 

[peelingbananas]

So life just keeps getting worse. I can't afford a gun so I have an idea. I'm thinking hydrogen cyanide mixed into a Starbucks matcha latte. I have 2 ondansetron tabs for the nausea and vomiting. Will that work?

I don't handle drugs well as a schizophrenic. I'm worried I will freak out when symptoms manifest. Accounts of cyanide poisonings I've seen don't look super fun but hell nothing does.

I'm feeling the cyanide route because I have a habit of aborting my attempts. I figure once it's drank there's no panicking and backing out.

have you exhausted your other options?