Venting Getting in bed is the only thing that brings me peace

[CravingPeace]

After a long day at work, I'm already in bed at 6:39pm. I don't plan on sleeping just yet, but getting in bed gives me a sense of relief, like I don't have to exert any more energy for the day. And I know that I will soon be experiencing the nothingness of sleep.

It's why getting out of bed is so hard. Once I'm up, I know I will have to endure a whole day of trials until I return back to my safe haven.

From the moment I wake up, I yearn for sleep once again. Why not just permanently sleep?

 

[ventingfrustrations]

I wish for more dreams of nothing just nothing but unconsciousness or I forget they happen

 

[ForeverCaHa]

Hard agree. It takes me hours to fall asleep these days, but being in bed with some thoughtless video on in front of me is the only way I'm getting through the days at the moment

 

[Kbeau]

Hard agree. It takes me hours to fall asleep these days, but being in bed with some thoughtless video on in front of me is the only way I'm getting through the days at the moment

Completely agree

 

[honestmind]

Me too. Currently am a NEET after somehow imploding my life and friendships which has sent me into constant rumination. The only way it stops is when I'm asleep and dreaming. Being awake is just constant low-level suffering from thoughts that I can't stop.

 

[CravingPeace]

Me too. Currently am a NEET after somehow imploding my life and friendships which has sent me into constant rumination. The only way it stops is when I'm asleep and dreaming. Being awake is just constant low-level suffering from thoughts that I can't stop.

Absolutely. Being awake = suffering. To me, there's a clear solution…

 

[divinemistress36]

Bed rotting is my favorite hobby. I love sleeping and dreaming

 

[maniac116]

I love my sleep!!!
And when I go to bed & can't sleep its sheer torture. Its my temporary escape!

 

[danzk2005]

After a long day at work, I'm already in bed at 6:39pm. I don't plan on sleeping just yet, but getting in bed gives me a sense of relief, like I don't have to exert any more energy for the day. And I know that I will soon be experiencing the nothingness of sleep.

It's why getting out of bed is so hard. Once I'm up, I know I will have to endure a whole day of trials until I return back to my safe haven.

From the moment I wake up, I yearn for sleep once again. Why not just permanently sleep?

so real

 

[torturedmind]

Me too. I stay in bed until right before I have to be at work. On my days off I stay in bed all day. It is ruining me but at the same time I can't bring myself to do anything else. I often try to get out of bed because I feel like I can't stay in bed any longer, but I just end up getting back in bed because being out of bed is too draining and my mental health is just horrible. Sleep is the only time I feel at peace.

 

[Hollowman]

Laying down and rotting (LDAR) is what I do best anymore. I should've ctb decades ago.

 

[TheLastGreySky]

After a long day at work, I'm already in bed at 6:39pm. I don't plan on sleeping just yet, but getting in bed gives me a sense of relief, like I don't have to exert any more energy for the day. And I know that I will soon be experiencing the nothingness of sleep.

It's why getting out of bed is so hard. Once I'm up, I know I will have to endure a whole day of trials until I return back to my safe haven.

From the moment I wake up, I yearn for sleep once again. Why not just permanently sleep?

Honestly, if I had a million dollars right now the only thing I would buy is a bunch of memory foam pillows and some sleeping pills. I just want to dream. Cuz when I'm asleep it's one of the few times I don't realize how bad it hurts to be alive.

 

[kimcoffee_]

I hope death is the same as sleeping that would be wonderful.

 

[lawlietsph]

I relate a little too hard. Nights are literally the only things that makes me feel kinda okay somehow.
But then, I binge watch social media just because I don't want the night to end. So I force myself to stay awake because it is the only peace I get.
And once I fell asleep, the morning comes like a fucking speed train and everything starts over again and again and again...
Fuck, even now I can't wait to be in bed again. This is not life, this is just suffering

 

[Pluto]

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I just wish to sleep permanently as well, eternal dreamless sleep where I cannot suffer in any way and all is finally forgotten about is all I hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again.

 

[Raven2]

Bed is my favourite place. I'm always in bed early after work and just laze about watching tv or on my phone. It's a comfort to me.

 

[iw2live_idkhow]

I love dreaming. In my dreams I don't seem to have any of the stresses of life, or the heavy emotions that come with it. It seems like I'm much more free and nothing affects me that much.

 

[moonstroll]

I finish work at 15:00 from Mon-Fri, then sit and drink, until I'm drunk enough to pass out at about 19:30-20:30. Every night I wake up at some point in the night (I don't check the clock), and just lie there, trying to get into the mindset to fall asleep again before work the next day.

There's something about lying in bed that changes my way of thinking. I can sit at my desk during my "waking hours" and worry and ruminate about everything that's going on in my life, but during those hours where I'm lying in bed, all I'm concerned about is not thinking anything that will cause anxiety or overthinking, and just getting into a clear minded state, where I can just drift off and fall asleep and enjoy the bliss of being unconscious.

I've done this for so long that if I jump into bed, even without being drunk enough to pass out, I immediately switch to the mindstate of not thinking about anything which will cause me to feel anxious or ruminate.

TLDR: Getting into bed makes me detach and feel so much better