Cyagangy

Cyagangy

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Apr 27, 2024
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Probably one of the most important factors pre CTB is to lightly tell your loved ones your gonna go. Though obviously you gotta be discreet and make a note or two letting them know how much you care. This isn't my first time getting my affair in order but this time I'm not commiting in some act of despair or self punishment. I still have an altruistic clause and promises to make. I paid off everyone I commissioned and I have nothing due or in waiting but just in case I have plans for those things to carry on in my absence. I already know how I will make my last meal and I'm just picking up where I left off. This time without a bag over my head and rather straps around my neck. Thinking on it now that way was a bit silly. I used the last of my money to buy presents for my family and to buy the stuff I will require for my clause of Altruism. Lighter,lighter fluid, fentanyl,Bible. I gotta clean my room again and get rid of pointless things that I also won't be using. Also really important! REALLY REALLY IMPORTANT! Write up a will! You gotta be 18 to use this forum anyway so make some legals while you get ready to be in your way out. Like yeah my brother won't see me again but atleast he has a cool ass PS5 that he now owns legally. It's not a quick process and might raise suspicions but your an adult with adult stuff to do. This step is optional but I recommend forgiving every that has wronged you unless you want to realm the world vengefully which if that's what you wanna do then go ahead. I also recommend recording your voice for a couple events. Like congratulating someone on marriage even from beyond the grave. Nice things like that really go a long way so people won't call your phone to listen to your voice via voice mails. Before you go through your act run how you want it to go through your head and think for a hot minute. If you have any doubts then that means death just isn't for you. People that truly crave the end know what they want and how they will get it. They don't tell anyone but if you have doubts then maybe you should listen to them. It's your choice if you wanna go out or not but you can't really unkill yourself so give it some thought!

If I forgot to discuss anything here feel free to talk about your methods in the replies for this thread.
 
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