astroproto
and soon enough, i wont feel real
- Nov 17, 2025
- 75
Do you ever wonder how it feels to have genuine "normal" emotions (besides breaking down at existential things and stuff)?
I mean stuff like people genuinely getting excited about achieving something, or even just being glad they're celebrating their birthday, or getting so invested in their relationships.
It just feels so weird like every time I notice people experiencing "normal" emotions or I guess even just them doing "normal" stuff, I feel like I'm just watching a movie and I'm behind the fourth wall. I can't seem to grasp the idea of actually caring that much about stuff.
I mean stuff like people genuinely getting excited about achieving something, or even just being glad they're celebrating their birthday, or getting so invested in their relationships.
It just feels so weird like every time I notice people experiencing "normal" emotions or I guess even just them doing "normal" stuff, I feel like I'm just watching a movie and I'm behind the fourth wall. I can't seem to grasp the idea of actually caring that much about stuff.
