GalacticWarrior's weekly diary

[GalacticWarrior777]

Heyaaa, Ive decided that in order to feel somewhat less lonely and forsaken, I'll create a diary. I've always wanted to make one, and since Im now in my recovery stage, I believe that such a diary will be beneficial! Ill try to add a post to this diary every sunday, it will mainly be a summary of my whole week, funny events that have happened during it, and sometimes a longer story/thought/vent I'd want to share to this amazing community!

To start off by today, nothing that special really happened; I've been to HS, sat for like 8 hours, had some psychological lecture, listened to music A LOT, played some games and now I'm going to sleep! Next week will be way funnier as Ill get to hangout more with my friends. Goodnight everyone and see you sunday!

 

[ma0]

Glad to see things are looking up for you! I hope that eventually you can reach a point where you can fully resume a healthy life, and might not even need this site anymore.

I might read the next few entries, but if I don't I'm sure the rest of SaSu will enjoy them.

 

[GalacticWarrior777]

I swear to god if I see this manipulator's face one more time I will genuienly crash out, let loose of the steering wheel and go full on harass her. She's took advantage of me, acted as if she cared for me for those 3 years, as if she actually wanted to help me, as if she wanted to save my life; but no, she's just a fucking manipulator, so good in fact that she manipulated so many other people. I want to put an end to her shitty attitude, tell her right in the face everything I think of her ever since we broke up, every single fucking thing - how she hid away from me that she was being sexually abused, that she is mentally unstable, that she's a fucking manipulator because of who my mental has gotten so significantly worse. It wouldnt be this bad. My mental was bad before, but never this bad. Its because of her and HER only. Ill try to going to sleep now, but if I do see her face tomorrow once again then im not letting all that hatred boil in me and act as if its nonexistent - fuck, Im not even letting try to relief myself by biting my hand so hardly that i still have the bite marks after 7 hours, and im definitely not putting my music volume on max again. Fuck her and fuck whoever adores her, she will forever be the worst.

Also, I know that everything I say hear might seem rude, but the amount of pain she's caused me and others is unimaginable.
I fucking miss her.