Basel
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- Apr 3, 2019
- 6
I had prepared a necktie a few months ago after misunderstanding that it was perfect for full-suspension, and relied on my full suspension method as a fail-safe when everything I've planned as usual falls apart.
So a few days ago everything crumbled and I screamed at my mom(but I know I'm at fault), I was fully ready to leave I made a double slipknot and hanged it on my ceiling hook, I did one last test with the necktie and it ripped apart, now I don't know what to do I don't have the courage(or money) to go buy a rope and it's impossible to smuggle it, I'm back to my original plan using a belt(flexible one) but I don't know if this will do the job I want to blackout in 6 seconds is this possible with this type of belt(picture below)
, I might buy a rope and go to a random forested area or abandoned house and hang myself there, I don't have much resistance or options left I'm completely broken, I feel guilty and horrible but I can't continue living on like this, it's time for me to leave.
So a few days ago everything crumbled and I screamed at my mom(but I know I'm at fault), I was fully ready to leave I made a double slipknot and hanged it on my ceiling hook, I did one last test with the necktie and it ripped apart, now I don't know what to do I don't have the courage(or money) to go buy a rope and it's impossible to smuggle it, I'm back to my original plan using a belt(flexible one) but I don't know if this will do the job I want to blackout in 6 seconds is this possible with this type of belt(picture below)
, I might buy a rope and go to a random forested area or abandoned house and hang myself there, I don't have much resistance or options left I'm completely broken, I feel guilty and horrible but I can't continue living on like this, it's time for me to leave.
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