Shades of Grey

Shades of Grey

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Jun 17, 2020
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I checked myself into the hospital so I could outlive my geriatric cat... so he wouldn't have to be alone.

They kept me longer than I had anticipated. I was supposed to leave tomorrow morning.

My cat crashed today. We had no choice but to euthanize. I couldn't be there.

Fuck all of this.
 
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foxdie

Got my ticket
Aug 18, 2020
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Sorry for your loss friend, that is a really tough one. Sending a hug your way :hug:
 
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Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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Oh nooo I'm so sorry, that's so horrible..:'(
That's actually tragic, stay strong :heart:
 
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shay23

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Nov 2, 2020
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So sorry for your loss:'(
 
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OrdinaryDay

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Dec 6, 2019
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Oh my God I'm so sorry..❤
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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I'm sorry for the loss of your cat, and that you got stuck in the hospital.
 
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Nimbus

Hanging on is hard
Dec 2, 2019
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What an awful way to lose your beloved cat. My heart breaks for you. I hope you have some good support and love to help you through this. Hugs. :hug: :heart:
 
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AnotherBrick

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Jun 25, 2020
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From someone who also couldn't be there for their cat's passing - I am so, so sorry. It might be tempting to blame yourself (or not, everyone's different), but it really isn't your fault. You had no way of knowing. And the fact that you care so much about being there tells me that you treated him with the love and care he deserved. Not all cats are so lucky.

He had a good life and at least one person who loved him dearly. Be kind to yourself - he'd want that.
 
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Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
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You gave him a wonderful life, and he loves you and knows you love him. He'll always be purring in your heart. Love and light to him, and to you x
 
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