yellowhue
Dancing along the razor's edge...
- Nov 1, 2021
- 12
Fuck this world, and fuck existence itself. I'VE DONE FUCKING NOTHING TO DESERVE A LIFELONG HISTORY OF TRAUMA THAT LITERALLY NEVER ENDS. I try my fucking hardest over and over to pull through only to get pushed down and kicked as I struggle to get back up. Seriously what the fuck, did I hit the shit jackpot or something!? I did literally nothing! Neither did my fucking family! And I can't even talk to them about what I go through on a daily basis so if I CTB I must be okay with passing on that same pain.
FUCK EVERYTHING
I hope karma and reincarnation are real, so that once I die and the person abusing me dies WE WILL BE BOTH BE ON THE OTHER SIDE AND SEE WHAT IT'S LIKE TO LIVE AS THE OTHER. He will pay and I will finally reap the rewards of my efforts to function and love my fellow man. Maybe. I don't fucking know!
But I can only hope. Sigh…….
/end crazy rant
FUCK EVERYTHING
I hope karma and reincarnation are real, so that once I die and the person abusing me dies WE WILL BE BOTH BE ON THE OTHER SIDE AND SEE WHAT IT'S LIKE TO LIVE AS THE OTHER. He will pay and I will finally reap the rewards of my efforts to function and love my fellow man. Maybe. I don't fucking know!
But I can only hope. Sigh…….
/end crazy rant