Venting fuck partial

[Marz]

i have tried about seven times today. with scarves, rope, and i apmost got there once but i kept crushing my windpipe which made my SI worse. i'm even considering alcohol OD (i know, terrible method but i literally cannot afford anything else). i'm also considering poppy seed tea but i have no antiemetics which worries me. i don't wanna waste the very little bit of money i have in one method that won't work. i'm getting kicked out and it's not certain if i'll be allowed to stay here for another month (which is what N takes to get here) or next week. i'm so angry right now. i know jumping into traffic is one of the worst things one can do but i'm considering it.

 

[Hotsackage]

You sound like me. I hope we get there one day

 

[Marz]

You sound like me. I hope we get there one day

Yeah. I'm going to buy poppy seeds to make a concentrated tea and drink it with alcohol. I'm done playing games.

 

[jordan01]

Makes me mad when i see videos of people doing it instantly in prison cell footage with stuff like shoelaces tied to a faucet

 

[IronTusk]

Yeah. I'm going to buy poppy seeds to make a concentrated tea and drink it with alcohol. I'm done playing games.

Goof luck. I heard that shit can kill

 

[JadedGray]

I hope things work out for you, whatever method you decide on.

 

[Robbyna]

Partial is so hard. I spent a day trying it in every way I could think of and obviously wasn't successful. SI is so powerful with this method...but it's so accessible.

 

[Kringle's Curse]

I've failed twice at partial, gunna try full next.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

I've heard so much about the success rate of partial but whenever I come here I hear so much about failed attemos with partial.
It makes me wonder how successful it really is. I'm thinking about giving up on partial and jumping instead

 

[Marz]

I've heard so much about the success rate of partial but whenever I come here I hear so much about failed attemos with partial.
It makes me wonder how successful it really is. I'm thinking about giving up on partial and jumping instead

Same here!

 

[Ashpac]

I tried partial, its not for me. I need something to put me to sleep. Thats my idol scenario.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

I relate to that.

 

[seekingoblivion]

Man it's terrible. It's so accessible. And you hear so much about people dying that way. But some the fuck how you just can't do it. I've tried twice so far. The second time I was trying different angles and knots also cause my belt kept slipping. I felt and still feel like such a failure.

 

[Bubble]

I hate partial too, I tired again earlier today, although mainly to practice. I have work later for a couple of hours so I'm going to go to some near by woods after. I have alcohol and some rubbish over counter sleeping tablets. I hope I can get it right. I want to try full but I'm too stupid to work out the length of rope etc. I barely even pass out and SI is too powerful when trying partial.

 

[Alchemist]

Partial it's the hardest, it relies to much on SI not activating when doing it. Even full has more chances, yet is harder to carry out.

 

[First loss]

Makes me mad when i see videos of people doing it instantly in prison cell footage with stuff like shoelaces tied to a faucet

This. I just watched a video of a guy doing it with some lame fucking worn down rope, and I couldn't make it with two quality belts.

 

[DaniDee]

This. I just watched a video of a guy doing it with some lame fucking worn down rope, and I couldn't make it with two quality belts.

Have the same feeling... Tried so many ways and still alive. Like I'm cursed to live