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- Mar 11, 2022
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Nothing is going well. As some of you may already know, I got a 1-month medical leave because I couldn't stand being at my job anymore, where they treat me badly and I work long hours. Over the year I've been there, my mental health has started to deteriorate. So I took this month off to rest and also to see if I could get another job. Depression didn't help but I managed to go to some interviews there and was really excited about one job. I felt that I was getting better because of the medication and that this possible job was giving me some motivation and hope that things would change for the better. And I felt it was just what I needed, that the people seemed to be nice and I had the feeling that I had gotten the job. But no, today I was told that I didn't get the job. I was really unmotivated. I feel like I'm destined to be stuck at my old job and now on Wednesday I have to go back there. So I'm never going to be okay again :( I'm fed up. I really hate my life. I don't deserve this. I swear I was trying hard to get out of this hole but this way I can't.
Thank you to anyone who takes the time to read this. I'm just not fine.
Thank you to anyone who takes the time to read this. I'm just not fine.
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