Venting FUCK. EVERYTHING.

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I'm just done. I continue to spiral more and more to the point where I am disgusted with myself. I am no longer a decent human being. I am the carcass of a dead animal, basking in the sun, decomposing after being picked apart and devoured by nature. It's like I'm playing a game with myself where I see how much destruction I can do.

I am going to cause so many people pain. People who don't deserve it.



Burn me alive.

 

[Lulzacruel]

heya, this is a pretty old post i found while scrolling through, but i want to let you know that you cause no pain.

honestly you are my favorite mod because you tend to interact with the community a little more than other mods.

i hope that whatever has caused this outburst in may has faden away or the situation has gotten better

sending well regards your way!

 

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heya, this is a pretty old post i found while scrolling through, but i want to let you know that you cause no pain.

honestly you are my favorite mod because you tend to interact with the community a little more than other mods.

i hope that whatever has caused this outburst in may has faden away or the situation has gotten better

sending well regards your way!

Your kindness could not have come at a better time. Thank you so much for your words I hope things with you are okay and any pain you are experiencing in this life is minimal.