From worse to worse

[catotoctb]

I really want my life back, i've never wanted to think about commit suicide i just wanted my life being as easier than it was before. All ever wanted is to to be happy and marry my partner but it's getting worse as the days goes by and i truly don't want to live anymore. I'm sorry to bring that up here but i really can no more.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really so awful how existing here can very easily get much worse, existence is just too cruel and it's dreadful how people have to suffer all through no fault of their own. But anyway best wishes.

 

[catotoctb]

It's really so awful how existing here can very easily get much worse, existence is just too cruel and it's dreadful how people have to suffer all through no fault of their own. But anyway best wishes.

Thank you so much for your words.

 

[pole]

I really want my life back, i've never wanted to think about commit suicide i just wanted my life being as easier than it was before. All ever wanted is to to be happy and marry my partner but it's getting worse as the days goes by and i truly don't want to live anymore. I'm sorry to bring that up here but i really can no more.

is there something in particular that is weighing you down and preventing you from happily marrying your partner while fueling your desire to CTB?

 

[catotoctb]

is there something in particular that is weighing you down and preventing you from happily marrying your partner while fueling your desire to CTB?

College in first place, feeling i'm less than others, i don't want to wake up from bed, i lost all purpose in life. I cry every damn day of my life since last year.
I really want to marry my partner but i can't even stand up my own existence.

 

[pole]

College in first place, feeling i'm less than others, i don't want to wake up from bed, i lost all purpose in life. I cry every damn day of my life since last year.
I really want to marry my partner but i can't even stand up my own existence.

how is your relationship with your partner? does it help having them by your side?

 

[catotoctb]

how is your relationship with your partner? does it help having them by your side?

A lot. My partner is the only reason i keep forward, they encourage me to do things when i don't want to leave bed or home. However, i can't just depend on them.

 

[antilife]

If you are feeling like you want to live and you want to marry your partner maybe try seeking psychiatric help. It may be not too late. You have to be 100% sure with your decision in my opinion

 

[catotoctb]

If you are feeling like you want to live and you want to marry your partner maybe try seeking psychiatric help. It may be not too late. You have to be 100% sure with your decision in my opinion

I'll try with a cognitive behavioral therapy soon. Thank you for that advice, i'm at my lowest and i really need confort words. Again, Thank you.

 

[antilife]

I'll try with a cognitive behavioral therapy soon. Thank you for that advice, i'm at my lowest and i really need confort words. Again, Thank you.

I wish you all the best. Hope therapy will work for you. It does for some.