Susannah
Mage
- Jul 2, 2018
- 530
Once again I'm lost. My appliance for social welfare benefits got rejected, so now I have no money/income at all. I crushed both elbows some years ago, and I have a prothese in my dominant arm. I have nerve injuries in both arms, but my dominant left is really bad, the skin on my forearm "burns like ice". I can't feel my hand, but it somehow works when I wear a hot glove (on battery). They look normal though, except for the huge scares. I'm depressed as hell, but I smoke weed sometimes to cope with both the nerve pain and the depression. My mum is slowly dying, and I'm stuck with all matters regarding her. My father has dementia, so I help him too (they don't live together). I'm a single mum to a 15 year old boy.
I just wanna die, no more pain, no more overload of responsabilities. I have no future, and I can't even support my own child. I got the rejection letter a few hours ago, and I'm in shock. I live in Norway. It's a very rich oil country. Our social welfare systeme is supposed to be the best in the world.
I just wanna die, no more pain, no more overload of responsabilities. I have no future, and I can't even support my own child. I got the rejection letter a few hours ago, and I'm in shock. I live in Norway. It's a very rich oil country. Our social welfare systeme is supposed to be the best in the world.