I'm the only one my mom has left and though she tried her best and was a terrific mother, I have let her down again and again. I am a failure whose only contribution to her is that I was born my fathers son so he has sent her money throughout the years that she now has financial independence.
My fears, insecurities, addictions, executive disfunctions, rsd, and from what my doctor says, autism, has ruined my life. I was such a bright child but that doesn't matter now.
Middle aged, unemployed, depressed, degenerating lumbar, never had a relationship. Basically a waste of space
From a deadbeat son to a dead son. I'm sorry mom.
My fears, insecurities, addictions, executive disfunctions, rsd, and from what my doctor says, autism, has ruined my life. I was such a bright child but that doesn't matter now.
Middle aged, unemployed, depressed, degenerating lumbar, never had a relationship. Basically a waste of space
From a deadbeat son to a dead son. I'm sorry mom.
