Discussion Friends

[ABadPerson]

I'm just curious, personally I've cut everyone off due to how horrible of a person I am and how I have affected each person that has gotten involved into my life even as I was born (was a mistake baby and was expected to be a stillborn).

 

[Cosmophobic]

I have a few friends from my teens. I guess I was at least slightly better with people back then to have made enough of an impression that they're still my friends. I was always a depressed fucker but I used to be good at making people laugh. I don't know why they keep me around these days. I've become a shell of a person through years of depression/anxiety and meds.

Edit: Masking. That's why they keep me around. I can still mask. But it's getting harder as time passes.

 

[NormallyNeurotic]

I have some online friends. No irl friends.

 

[Greyhawk]

I don't know if you could call them irl friends since I only get to see them twice a year anymore because we have all moved to different cities. We play games and talk on discord but sometimes I'll go weeks or even months without talking to anyone. Mostly because they don't know I'm suicidal and suffer from really bad depression and it's exhausting to pretend I'm doing good all the time. I'm feel very grateful for them of course. I would have already killed myself if it wasn't for my friends and family.

 

[itsgone2]

Results so far are sad. Not many friends. Makes sense I suppose. Still, sad

 

[Forveleth]

Used to have a lot of online and some irl friends but I've stopped talking to all but one of them. Maintaining relationships takes a lot of work and I do not have it in me to keep going with them. My life is honestly more pleasant spending my days by myself.

 

[darksouls]

I never had friends

 

[yzzzy]

I've had friends. There are people around me . But I don't know if they are friends or not and I don't care.

 

[Irisse]

I have one friend in real life and she is great, but I doubt she'd be sad when I ctb, as she has other, closer friends.