TheLastGreySky
Specialist
- Nov 24, 2023
- 349
So, I'm a ex-piece of crap, who's waiting on a check so I can catch the bus and leave something behind. I've been numb for such a long time, but recently I've had a few breakdowns, and I'm not sure what to think of them. I feel like an idiot, I know I'm going to be praying for a miracle until my last breath. I'm tired of not being able to see my kids.
I'm tired of my ex-wife actively invading my life and making things up, and I'm tired of "fake" friends who are only there to gain intel on me for her, and yeah... I know that sounds crazy, but you have no idea, how serious and literal I am when I say that. I feel like a mouse in the claws of a cat, she's playing with me, and I really can't take this much longer,
which is why I've decided to catch the bus in the first place, but now that I have an eta, I am falling apart. I feel like the only thing I can do is hang on while I wait.
I'm tired of my ex-wife actively invading my life and making things up, and I'm tired of "fake" friends who are only there to gain intel on me for her, and yeah... I know that sounds crazy, but you have no idea, how serious and literal I am when I say that. I feel like a mouse in the claws of a cat, she's playing with me, and I really can't take this much longer,
which is why I've decided to catch the bus in the first place, but now that I have an eta, I am falling apart. I feel like the only thing I can do is hang on while I wait.
