Venting freedom please

[hʚll]

we are given a name, a date of birth, a nationality, etc and we are supposed to just follow the script and be that someone
no choice. everything is imposed
i feel so much pain because of this

i feel pain because when i think, the thoughts are not mine.
i didn't choose anything about me
i feel so fake. there's no real me. everyday i am the someone that i was given.

i'm sick to be "someone".
i don't want to be anything. i don't want to say "i" , because it hurts . i don't want to want things.
nothingness please
freedom please!!!

my english sucks. sorry for the vent
I HOPE FREEDOM FOR YOU ALL

 

[Fakereality]

There's no freedom here in this life, only prisoner's the difference is that some prisoners get the privilege to dictate and decide what other prisoner's will do.

 

[FuneralCry]

We were all perfectly fine not existing, until we were brought into this world. It frustrates me that we have to exist in the first place as that is the cause of all of our suffering. I can relate, in wanting to be nothing. I hope you can find the peace you are looking for.