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I went scouting in the woods today to find a fitting tree for my partial suspension hanging attempt tomorrow. I was able to climb on it and it felt secure. It was quite difficult to get there with snow and all. I marked the location on my map and everything is prepared for tomorrow.
Thank you to everyone who cared enough to read this.
 
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Mar 21, 2019
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I hooe all goes well for you.
Peace!
 
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I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Exhausted546

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I went scouting in the woods today to find a fitting tree for my partial suspension hanging attempt tomorrow. I was able to climb on it and it felt secure. It was quite difficult to get there with snow and all. I marked the location on my map and everything is prepared for tomorrow.
Thank you to everyone who cared enough to read this.
How cold is it where you live?
 
SufferingDev

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Good luck and find peace. Hope it's gonna be better.
 
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Exhausted546

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Like 0 degrees celsius
I'm waiting for a similiar temperature before my next attempt. It's -24 Celcius rn ,I'm not sure id like hanging while freezing but I digress

I wish you to find comfort and to rest in peace. Will you take anything to reduce the SI?
 
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I'm waiting for a similiar temperature before my next attempt. It's -24 Celcius rn ,I'm not sure id like hanging while freezing but I digress

I wish you to find comfort and to rest in peace. Will you take anything to reduce the SI?
Nah i will just do it without taking anything. -24 sounds crazy, it could maybe damage the rope if it was that cold
 
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Nah i will just do it without taking anything. -24 sounds crazy, it could maybe damage the rope if it was that cold
Huh? It could? I was thinking of giving it a shot in 22-23h

Although I can calmly speak at the moment because I'm warm inside, I might not feel the same tomorrow. I'll at least need be well dressed or I won't go through with it.

This fallen tree seemed like an accessible anchor cause 99% of trees in that regional park can't be used for hanging but I realized that convulsions + potentially ice could make me slide all the way down.

Anyway ill try to figure it out. Hope everything goes as planned for you
 

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I hope you find peace. Good luck!
 
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im gonna make a thread about what happened xd
 
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