Life is so miserable that I feel like I'm forced to ctb. I've tried medication after medication but nothing works for me. I'm so desperate. Does anyone feel the same way I feel?
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I feel absolutely the same. You're not alone- at least not on SS.
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Warlock
- May 20, 2021
- 705
Medication alone does not help ...
I think you need to find something that gives your life meaning and strength.
But that is sometimes more than difficult ...
I think you need to find something that gives your life meaning and strength.
But that is sometimes more than difficult ...
Same although never tried meds. Therapy doesnt work for me. Words and talking cant change my reality.
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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
- Apr 13, 2021
- 7,087
I think pretty much all of us on here feel that life is forcing us to ctb
I just don't understand why life is so mean to us
Wrennie
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- Dec 18, 2019
- 1,559
I feel forced to CTB because of chronic illness and injuries. Life's a bitch to some of us, literally. 
And then those few who it's been kind to feel as though they have the right to dictate what we do with ours because everything is sunshine lollipops & rainbows for them.
And then those few who it's been kind to feel as though they have the right to dictate what we do with ours because everything is sunshine lollipops & rainbows for them.
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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
- Apr 13, 2021
- 7,087
Ch92921
The call of the void
- Dec 29, 2018
- 909
I might be in the process of going blind so I know exactly how you feel. I asked the same question you did before and people said they all felt like was forcing them to do it. I was suicidal before for different reasons and I know there's a difference between people who are suicidal because of family issues, abuse, loneliness, drug issues, not being able to find happiness in any activities etc. and wishing your life was different and the deep paralyzing anxiety and frustration when you might literally have no other choice and you couldn't try to recover if you wanted to.
Hi there,
This is my first post here on SS.
For me, psychiatric medication was detrimental for my mental and physical health, and I would call te aftermath of it the main reason I want suicide. It have had serotonin syndrome from Prozac, which is a serious life-threatening complication you would not wish on your worst enemy. It has left me with anhedonia, sexual dysfunction etc. I no longer enjoy anything, I don't care about the hobbies I used to love doing, and I have lost the physical ability to relax, to get high or get drunk, which is very disturbing.
The meds are often portrayed as harmless. I can assure you, from personal experience, they are not.
There are lot of resources out there on the dangers of psych meds. It have been reading a lot of it, primary to defend myself against the psychiatric professionals and their "treatments". These people will straight up lie to you and deceive you in order to get you on their drugs. ZERO informed consent.
I suspect a lot of members here are suffering from the same kind of drug damage, and they may be unaware that the drugs could be harming them instead of helping them. Even quitting them is no guarantee that the harms will go away... These pills (SSRIs) are more accurately described as "suicide-enhancers", as the black box warning states.
Although I now have very strong anti-psychiatric views, I once was just as naive and desperate for a "quick fix" as the average person.
Once bitten twice shy...
It's too late for me, I'll be out of here soon after my poisons arrive, but if I can warn some folks that read this before I go out, that's good enough for me.
This is my first post here on SS.
For me, psychiatric medication was detrimental for my mental and physical health, and I would call te aftermath of it the main reason I want suicide. It have had serotonin syndrome from Prozac, which is a serious life-threatening complication you would not wish on your worst enemy. It has left me with anhedonia, sexual dysfunction etc. I no longer enjoy anything, I don't care about the hobbies I used to love doing, and I have lost the physical ability to relax, to get high or get drunk, which is very disturbing.
The meds are often portrayed as harmless. I can assure you, from personal experience, they are not.
There are lot of resources out there on the dangers of psych meds. It have been reading a lot of it, primary to defend myself against the psychiatric professionals and their "treatments". These people will straight up lie to you and deceive you in order to get you on their drugs. ZERO informed consent.
I suspect a lot of members here are suffering from the same kind of drug damage, and they may be unaware that the drugs could be harming them instead of helping them. Even quitting them is no guarantee that the harms will go away... These pills (SSRIs) are more accurately described as "suicide-enhancers", as the black box warning states.
Although I now have very strong anti-psychiatric views, I once was just as naive and desperate for a "quick fix" as the average person.
Once bitten twice shy...
It's too late for me, I'll be out of here soon after my poisons arrive, but if I can warn some folks that read this before I go out, that's good enough for me.
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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
- Apr 13, 2021
- 7,087
I'm genuinely sorry you might be going blind, but please don't imply that people who are suicidal because of, say, childhood sexual abuse don't live with deep paralyzing anxiety & could recover if they wanted to
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Sorry I didn't mean it that way, and I didn't mean it equally between all the things I mentioned. I only meant to say you could try to recover, I know in situations like that 99% it's never going to happen. You're right that was my bad.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 35,516
Life is very cruel. As humans there is only so much we have the ability to cope with before we are pushed into despair. Naturally we look for ways to end our suffering and in many cases suicide is the only way. Our mind and body are capable of torturing us to great extents. There is no limit as to how bad it can get. Life has always worked against me and death to me is freedom. We deserve a peaceful way out, it isn't as if we asked to be alive and to be faced with this pain.
DEATH IS FREEDOM
Death is the solution to unsolvable problems.
- Sep 13, 2023
- 608
Suicide has been a forced self-execution. You can be pressured into a situation where you are forced to commit suicide even today to avoid worse alternatives: homelessness, natural disaster, civil war, war, disability and fatal disease.
Forced suicide
Forced suicide
