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LostZombie

LostZombie

Transgirl Chemist
Oct 10, 2025
121
"You're too smart for your own good" I was told

I have too much knowledge in my brain, on how to ctb, and it scares the hell out of everyone. I told them about my own SN making, and my 98% yield with it; needless to say everyone, even the patients who do other sciences were honestly scared of how deep my chemistry knowledge is (It's really simple chemistry). Another thing that scares them is that I have good philosophical arguments for suicide, and when we were debating I was cut off with "that's enough, I have heard enough". There is no debate to be had, they have already made up their minds, and said that I have Major Depressive Disorder (MDD). With that I was told I'm going to be put into inpatient.

Now tell me what makes MDD a "Disorder"?
It is just a way to think, and we have the freedom of thought, of which I intend to use with my freedom of expression. It's only a disorder when those who cannot understand refuse understand; to acknowledge the fact that the more intelligent a person is the more likely they are to suffer from a "metal illness". If we are to ruled by the less intelligent, then we will one day escape this realm, they will not have control over us. Their minds cannot control ours, so to the brainless pro lifers. I hope all of burn in your imaginary hell that you believe in.
 
wheelsonthebus

wheelsonthebus

vroom vroom
Apr 1, 2022
43
My psych used to be in BME before switching to medicine and even he couldn't keep synthesis and extraction straight. When we were talking about cooking DMT. You know, the stuff you could make a kid's science fair project out of if it weren't a scheduled drug. Yeah Doc, I synthesized DMT in my kitchen overnight with cooking utensils /s. Possible I guess. But probable?

If you want to get out of inpatient fast (if you've been you already know so disregard if I'm preaching to the choir) you'll have to play along a bit. Definitely downplay any education or knowledge. Remember: you don't know how to make anything harmful. Baking soda and vinegar is the extent of your understanding while you're there, in fact if you had to guess since they're both cleaning agents they must be even more effective mixed together! Salt? Wdym, like you put on food? Remember, you're not aware of your surroundings enough to be depressed - so ignorant happiness is the the obvious conclusion.

Usually they won't hold you too long because all that behavior equals not being a danger to yourself or others and that's what the hold is about. Good luck!
 
Mira Gaga

Mira Gaga

I'm not okay, but it's okay.
Oct 16, 2025
28
Just be an idiot. Like wheelsonthebus said, just be as ignorant and as cooperative as possible. Be docile. Be gullible. Let them think you're fixed.
 

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