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For what you are searching CTB partner?

  • I want to enjoy last days (romantic)

    Votes: 1 5.6%
  • I want to enjoy last days (friendship)

    Votes: 1 5.6%
  • I want someone to share with me meds/SN/etc.

    Votes: 4 22.2%
  • I'm afraid to die alone

    Votes: 2 11.1%
  • I'm not searching anyone

    Votes: 9 50.0%
  • other

    Votes: 1 5.6%

  • Total voters
    18
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Dec 29, 2024
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Please explain. For what you are searching CTB partner?

During scanning ) this topic I discovered that members are searching partner, because:

1. they want enjoy their last days and share this experience with someone.
2. it isn't clear for me for what.

I understand wishes to enjoy last days, but don't understand second group. In second group people don't search romantic/friendship experience. They often say that gender and/or age doesn't matter. But what they want from partners? For what? Help me to understand.

And I have a question for those, who choose first or second variant... How many days do you need/want spend together with your partner before CTB?

It looks like it is extremely hard to find partner. First, you need someone you like and feel comfortable with. Second is location. Third - you need to be ready for CTB at the same time.
 
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It is a challenge and I suppose it is life's last challenges that is worthwhile to fulfill but we make do with the cards dealt, It seems were not alone in seeking equal company in times of death in-between the Friendship/Romantic option, I think people may not want to get attached as it could deter them from dying, Also risks of axe murder's and such, Rapists, etc -People are tired of having there trust tested only to be backstabbed by undue betrayal and well an emotional daggering in an already emotional time of one's CTB attempt.

Though many people work around this by building an online portfolio on and off this site months prior to the CTB Pact date, Think Discord or FaceTime if one is really trusting - Becoming friends and stuff, and if something develops and love is incubated between both parties then well good for them! Although it would seem like it's only destined for movies and books... There's a lot of moving parts in a suicide pact, - I adhere your sentiments of wanting to find a friend/Romance in the last days of our lives under mutual clause and teamwork - Though its realism are unknown. :(
 
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Dec 21, 2024
127
For me I'd be interested in someone to rely on to help me if I needed it during CTB in exchange for them being able to use my own method if they couldn't access their own. It would be very nice to have someone here during it to ease the fright in advance. So definitely not romance, but more an allegiance kinship I suppose for support.
 
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