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tevati
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- Sep 25, 2018
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Was there some better time between the years?
As long as I can remember...Was there some better time between the years?
Sometime early this year, I realized, I'm in a hopeless position. And CTBing is better than dying a slow painful death.Was there some better time between the years?
Why did u lose faith? What brought on the nihilism?Pretty recent for me actually, after losing my faith in christianity i kinda lost all reason to keep going, i was leaning on the crutch of religion heavily. That combined with a move to a foreign country with lots of time to ponder the meaning of life without God made me come to the conclusion life is pretty meaningless, and it really hurts to live, so why keep hurting? Why keep trying?
Omg! Jesus, I am so sorry. That makes me sick.Since early childhood. I lived in such an abusive home that I was clinically depressed. Instead of being sent to a child therapist, I got beaten more for looking "miserable". My parents are bastards.
guess I'm the second odd one out...about 3 months. But when it hit me that this is my only option it hit me hard. My mind has never wavered since
Aww, I'm sorry. I know the feeling. We are all here, we understand. Sending you love and hugs. xoI feel the same way. And it has been one week in my case. I cried very hard in the first few days.
Aww, I'm sorry. I know the feeling. We are all here, we understand. Sending you love and hugs. xo
You are very welcome, dear. And thank you.Thank you for your kindness. :)
I wish you good luck with what your current plan is