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unfair
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- Aug 22, 2020
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Hi, so this is my first post but I have been following you guys for a while and your love and support is unmatchable.
So about me, I'm 29, attractive,nice house that I own, nice car, great job, supportive family, literally everything on the outside is damn near perfect.
But I'm emotionally miserable. The physical pain I feel from emotions each day causes me to think I'm going to have a heart attack. I've been wanting to ctb since I was 10 and just recently it's gotten unbearable. I've tried before and failed so that's why I've come here, to be able to carefully plan it out so there is no chance of failure.
But am I being crazy? I have a great life that I'm miserably stuck in. Am I just being a sob story?
So about me, I'm 29, attractive,nice house that I own, nice car, great job, supportive family, literally everything on the outside is damn near perfect.
But I'm emotionally miserable. The physical pain I feel from emotions each day causes me to think I'm going to have a heart attack. I've been wanting to ctb since I was 10 and just recently it's gotten unbearable. I've tried before and failed so that's why I've come here, to be able to carefully plan it out so there is no chance of failure.
But am I being crazy? I have a great life that I'm miserably stuck in. Am I just being a sob story?