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diinasours
Member
- Dec 10, 2021
- 9
I love having friends and hanging around people but at the same time i hate it so much. Ill have times where im really happy and having fun but thats almost always ruined by suicidal/deppressive thoughts. I feel like i always ruin the mood or im always left out. i hate it so much but i know if i dont have friends ill hate life even more. im so indecisive about everything i feel. one minute ill love something and the next moment ill think the complete opposite. ive been wanting to ctb for a month or two now but i dont think i have the balls to do it. i want to so bad but i feel like i cant yet.