LostZombie
Transgirl Chemist
- Oct 10, 2025
- 114
Well do I feel better?
No, I just feel very indifferent to the world. Everyone in the program found me to be really strange since, I do not want death as a way to regain control; nor am I depressed, I just don't see much meaning for me in this mortal realm. I just would rather press skip on this whole thing; not a soul at that place understands me, or even tries to point out the fallacies of my argument. I seriously just am told to not be such a negative Nancy, since being negative is bad1!1!!!
Can I not just be me? I have always been a bit less positive but being negative is apparently 100% bad. I don't even have words for how ridiculous this is; I'm not going to explain how we have it for a reason. I am just so tired of brainless pro lifers saying the same things over and over. When I bring up good points they guilt me by saying "what would your parents think?" I think I might go crazy. Treatment is not fun, do not recommend.
No, I just feel very indifferent to the world. Everyone in the program found me to be really strange since, I do not want death as a way to regain control; nor am I depressed, I just don't see much meaning for me in this mortal realm. I just would rather press skip on this whole thing; not a soul at that place understands me, or even tries to point out the fallacies of my argument. I seriously just am told to not be such a negative Nancy, since being negative is bad1!1!!!
Can I not just be me? I have always been a bit less positive but being negative is apparently 100% bad. I don't even have words for how ridiculous this is; I'm not going to explain how we have it for a reason. I am just so tired of brainless pro lifers saying the same things over and over. When I bring up good points they guilt me by saying "what would your parents think?" I think I might go crazy. Treatment is not fun, do not recommend.
