Venting Firearm and Cyanide

[awaitingdeath]

This is my first post. Have been severely suicidal for the past 6 months but haven't got any closer to doing it. Ideally I would want to commit CTB using a combination of firearm and cyanide but as of now have access to neither. I can probably get KCN but firearm is close to impossible as I am in India. Been thinking of moving to czech republic just to get a legal firearm and may be commit firearm + hanging CTB. Praying God to put me out of misery ASAP.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

hmmm. i think you need to give this more thought. unless you meant firearm or cyanide but then you said firearm and hanging. you may need to be a citizen of czech to buy a gun? either way, i don't think these are the best combinations. you may flail around a bit too much - especially with a firearm in one hand. almost a guarantee missed shot.

 

[eashanm]

I might use Cyanide too. I'm in India

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find the freedom from your suffering you search for.

 

[ThatGuyOverThere]

Seems like a lot of work just to achieve a particular method, you would need to move to the Czech republic, get citizenship and then obtain a firearms licence. Seems overly complicated. I would suggest another method, or see if there is a gun range that will allow you to test fire guns, without a licence, Though there might not be any in India, but considering there are here in the UK, and we have some of the most extreme guns laws in the world, I'd imagine you'll most likely have them over there. Of course if you where to chose that then you might end up traumatizing someone if there in view, which might be a bit to much for your conscience.

 

[Esokabat]

I actually think that KCN is not painful, I know many people disagree but I have not seen any evidence that it is painful. You go unconscious extremely quickly and people don't show signs of pain prior to unconsciousness. Even the PPH mentions reports of being peaceful. The issue with KCN is that it is very difficult to get it.
Are you able to buy it in India?
Where? How?
I think if you have access to KCN you don't need a gun. It is literally like the fastest acting substance. There was a guy that took it in a courtroom with peoples and cameras around and they still could not save him. Also, he did not show any signs of pain, only loss of coordination and disorientation, no pain, and he fall out of his chair incredibly quickly.
Are you sure you can buy it in India? Online?

 

[awaitingdeath]

I actually think that KCN is not painful, I know many people disagree but I have not seen any evidence that it is painful. You go unconscious extremely quickly and people don't show signs of pain prior to unconsciousness. Even the PPH mentions reports of being peaceful. The issue with KCN is that it is very difficult to get it.
Are you able to buy it in India?
Where? How?
I think if you have access to KCN you don't need a gun. It is literally like the fastest acting substance. There was a guy that took it in a courtroom with peoples and cameras around and they still could not save him. Also, he did not show any signs of pain, only loss of coordination and disorientation, no pain, and he fall out of his chair incredibly quickly.
Are you sure you can buy it in India? Online?

I googled "buy potassium cyanide" and some sellers came up. May be if i had proceeded they would ask for a jewllers license or something.

Even I think KCN may be more peaceful than what it is made out to be. Slobodan Praljak and that Tablet guy passed out pretty quickly after consuming it. I wish someone who commits KCN CTB live streams their last moments.

Seems like a lot of work just to achieve a particular method, you would need to move to the Czech republic, get citizenship and then obtain a firearms licence. Seems overly complicated. I would suggest another method, or see if there is a gun range that will allow you to test fire guns, without a licence, Though there might not be any in India, but considering there are here in the UK, and we have some of the most extreme guns laws in the world, I'd imagine you'll most likely have them over there. Of course if you where to chose that then you might end up traumatizing someone if there in view, which might be a bit to much for your conscience.

I read somewhere even Visa holders can get guns as long as they pass the gun exam which will be in czech language. But moving to czech is a far fetched idea coming out of my desperation. But a really viable idea will be to travel to a hood in the US and pay someone to shoot me dead.

 

[UtopianElephant]

I googled "buy potassium cyanide" and some sellers came up. May be if i had proceeded they would ask for a jewllers license or something.

Even I think KCN may be more peaceful than what it is made out to be. Slobodan Praljak and that Tablet guy passed out pretty quickly after consuming it. I wish someone who commits KCN CTB live streams their last moments.

I read somewhere even Visa holders can get guns as long as they pass the gun exam which will be in czech language. But moving to czech is a far fetched idea coming out of my desperation. But a really viable idea will be to travel to a hood in the US and pay someone to shoot me dead.

You should re-think the hood idea. You are more likely to get your money stolen or simply beat up unless you have hood connections here. That goes for acquiring all things in the hood without knowing a relatively trustworthy person who could help you get things there.

 

[awaitingdeath]

You should re-think the hood idea. You are more likely to get your money stolen or simply beat up unless you have hood connections here. That goes for acquiring all things in the hood without knowing a relatively trustworthy person who could help you get things there.

I am completely aware of this hazard which is what stops me from catching the next flight to Chicago.