Discussion Finished f*cker here in need of simple TLDR advice

[Bigbrody24278]

Hello there, little quick backstory of my situation to give you some context.

I have been dealing with major depression and strong suicidal ideation since roughly my late teen years of age, I am now in my mid twenties and have every reason to not continue on existing. Over the years I have tried almost every possible solution to try to "Overcome" and "Recover" from this via; exercise, therapy, medication, and yes (laughably) even religious and finally full circle back to spiritual approaches. Each have all only been temporary distractions for me. I really do not want to exist on this planet anymore and really am through with all of the constant exhausting obstacles that mother nature throws at me. I'm ready to call it now and I wish to do so in a dignified and peaceful manner.

I have during all of these years of course tried to find an affordable, accessible and painless way to meet my end, however, many of the approaches and methods for the way out here are a bit academic and are not easily digestible for me to understand with biology of the body and so on. Too much transferring money over into digital currency and that shit is way too much for me to understand how to do it properly. So can I have some simple methods for catching the bus with clear guidance and instructions? If you wish to speak to me privately please feel free to personal message me.

Cheers for reading, and have a brilliant day or night.

 

[Forveleth]

It is against the rules on this site to tell somebody how to kill themselves. You need to look at the resources (linked for you in a previous thread) and figure it out for yourself.

 

[Bigbrody24278]

It is against the rules on this site to tell somebody how to kill themselves. You need to look at the resources (linked for you in a previous thread) and figure it out for yourself.

I have seen similar questions on this site and people have communicated methods to them and have actually linked videos that are actually of people following through with their attempts (that they stated was for educational purposes or whatever) and still have their questions and threads open.

 

[RiftbornVeil]

I suggest utilizing the "search box" feature on the top-right corner of the page. Actively using this forum for a bit should grant access to this feature. If you find you need further external resources, using a search engine with privacy protections may help you out. I am sorry you have been feeling this weight even as a child, and I truly hope you find peace with whatever choice you make.