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Untoten_

Untoten_

Will be CTBing this year.
Jan 29, 2026
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It's all in the title, it's literally been the happiest I've been in years, you're all so helpful for this stuff instead of just begging me not to consider anything.

Despite the fact my life has come crumbling down, I'm not depressed, I'm not sad, I just accept that this year is the last year I'll be alive, life is clearly done with me so I'm done with it, I'm just fully accepting knowing that I will be gone, finding you all has been weirdly freeing, like I know that I can breathe because there's an exit I can use at anytime, I'm thinking around May or July or inbetween.

I love every single one of you.

Worst case there's ALWAYS a bus.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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Sep 10, 2025
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Love this..... Right back at ya!
 
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Walking Paradox
Oct 27, 2025
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So happy you find solace on this website!

I'm very glad I found this place too. It's hard to find a safe place where you can talk about this stuff without being judged (:
 
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