Venting finding users

[Sundayafternoon]

I wish i were social enough to find hard drug users to get high with. Or least point me in the right direction.

I just want to get really fucked and close to non existence as possible.

Maybe a real live addiction will propel me to the bottom. Jump start my desperation. ignite my despair. Give me that push.

 

[VanHeineken]

Only use drugs if you're planning to ctb, my friend. An addiction is not the solution, it will only make things worse. Drug addiction is very expensive.

 

[Schopenhauer]

I agree with @VanHeineken. Don't look for ways to make your life worse. Life is bad enough as it is. You should either try to improve it, or just end it. Making it worse will only hurt yourself, for no appreciable gain. There's no bottom: things can always get worse.

 

[LifeSick]

There's no bottom: things can always get worse

I can attest to this.

 

[scales]

I understand the desire to turn to drugs for solutions, but like others have mentioned I fear that may make the situation much worse. You should do what you think is best though, and if drugs are best for you then, I suppose it is.

My recommendation would be finding drugs that don't have too bad an effect on your body. I prefer prescription drugs, lying to a doc if you don't have a history can help you obtain them. Otherwise, stuff like weed or magic shrooms maybe? Just do your research first so you know it won't make things worse. If you reallllly want to do it though, like really really, I wouldn't know where to start but maybe a forum dedicated to drug users might be more informative?

 

[Sundayafternoon]

I wish i were social enough to find hard drug users to get high with. Or least point me in the right direction.

I just want to get really fucked and close to non existence as possible.

Maybe a real live addiction will propel me to the bottom. Jump start my desperation. ignite my despair. Give me that push.

Thanks guys! much appreciated.