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dogbreath
Youre not even in the hole, are you?
- Feb 13, 2023
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Ordered food grade one and I don't feel happy or relief or anything like that. It just feels like something I had to do, it was the next step I had to take. I guess I mostly feel confident, Like confident in my decision. Used my debit card and ngl worried about random charges being made and worried about seller getting caught, but idc atp I'm tired and done with it all.
I don't want to change. I don't want to make an effort to change. I am a mean person who lacks empathy. I am selfish and only care about myself. I am extremely lazy as well. I hate thinking, prefer to turn my brain off and watch brain rotting content. I think it's good that I'll be gone.
Idc if my family will be sad, I was always the black sheep. They don't know the real me.
I'm just glad sn isn't illegal.im just impatient and want my package already lol. Im not gonna commit suicide immediately though, still a lot of planning to do, just want the package in my hands thats all.Didn't feel like searching for dmc so stuck with sd![Thumbs up :thumbsup: 👍](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f44d.png)
(Pls don't message me asking for the site. Its not that hard to find.)
I don't want to change. I don't want to make an effort to change. I am a mean person who lacks empathy. I am selfish and only care about myself. I am extremely lazy as well. I hate thinking, prefer to turn my brain off and watch brain rotting content. I think it's good that I'll be gone.
Idc if my family will be sad, I was always the black sheep. They don't know the real me.
I'm just glad sn isn't illegal.im just impatient and want my package already lol. Im not gonna commit suicide immediately though, still a lot of planning to do, just want the package in my hands thats all.Didn't feel like searching for dmc so stuck with sd
![Thumbs up :thumbsup: 👍](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f44d.png)
(Pls don't message me asking for the site. Its not that hard to find.)