Abir_london

Abir_london

Experienced
Jun 15, 2020
208
Thank you SS
Thank you all for all the help and support

because of you my CTB will be peaceful.

I don't really have much to say, other than life failed me
I tried I really did!!!
I'll take my N tonight midnight

wish me luck all and take care
 
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ineedtoleave

Student
Oct 3, 2020
133
If you want anyone to talk to, I'm here
 
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iwanttodie000

Student
Feb 15, 2021
199
Wishing you all the luck in the world and a peaceful journey my friend.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
I'm so sorry life has brought you to this point! You're certainly one of my favs. Gonna miss you lots.

Wish you a safe journey and lots of love and peace. You deserve them.

Send you many hugs and who knows? We might meet again!

PS: Something obvious but if you don't feel ready, don't! We all have all the rest of our lives to ctb! Just make sure you're 100% sure!
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Visionary
Mar 21, 2019
2,852
Have a good journey.
 
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I want to end it

Arcanist
Apr 29, 2018
475
Thank you SS
Thank you all for all the help and support

because of you my CTB will be peaceful.

I don't really have much to say, other than life failed me
I tried I really did!!!
I'll take my N tonight midnight

wish me luck all and take care
Were you the person who tried a tiny amount of N? What did it taste and feel like?
 
Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
I wish you a peaceful dearth and eternal peace
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
You seem like such a sweet person from your posts. I hope you find peace in the end. You deserve it.

And if you change your mind that'll be just fine as well.
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,101
Sad to see you go, but realizing that your eternal peace trumps all. Safe travels abir and wish you well in your journey.
 
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oversizedsweaters

oversizedsweaters

Member
Mar 6, 2021
51
Hope everything goes well and I wish you the best! I respect your decision, but don't feel pressured to go through with it if you have any doubts :heart:
 
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Pen>Sword

Pen>Sword

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Jan 13, 2021
465
Goodbye, Abir_london. You're one of the most recognizable member here at SS. It will be very different without you. We will miss you as you depart from this world. Please be safe. We respect whatever decision you make. I hope that you find peace.
 
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bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
May your journey be peaceful. I liked you very well and although I will miss you I respect your decision. A big hug
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
This is very sad you decided to take a final step. You will be missed here. I wish you good luck and peaceful travel.
 
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MMB

MMB

Every form of refuge has its price
Mar 14, 2021
53
ceThank you SS
Thank you all for all the help and support

because of you my CTB will be peaceful.

I don't really have much to say, other than life failed me
I tried I really did!!!
I'll take my N tonight midnight

wish me luck all and take care
I hope you find peace <3
 
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aneurysm

aneurysm

Mage
Jan 27, 2019
584
i'm not sure why but I'll miss you
 
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BigNarkoleptic

BigNarkoleptic

If this isn't the end, what's meant of learning.
Mar 8, 2021
194
Thank you SS
Thank you all for all the help and support

because of you my CTB will be peaceful.

I don't really have much to say, other than life failed me
I tried I really did!!!
I'll take my N tonight midnight

wish me luck all and take care
Where did you get your N fren??
 
Trisolaris

Trisolaris

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
447
I hope you find peace.
 
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Mare Imbrium

Mare Imbrium

Killing yourself to live.
Dec 10, 2020
183
Thank you SS
Thank you all for all the help and support

because of you my CTB will be peaceful.

I don't really have much to say, other than life failed me
I tried I really did!!!
I'll take my N tonight midnight

wish me luck all and take care
Smooth transition, peaceful journey!
 
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Endeavour

Mage
Dec 13, 2020
566
I'm sorry Abir. Is there no other way, you seem like such a lovely caring person?

If you decide to do this then I wish you God speed.
 
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bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Oh damn, I wanted to avoid my emotional and spiritual side. At 10 pm I will ask the gods, the universe or whoever is in charge of this world to let you go in peace and welcome you to the other side if there is one. My heart cries for every good person who leaves. I know that you are a good person.
 
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NegativeSymptoms

NegativeSymptoms

trying to recover
Sep 4, 2019
154
Bye, I hope there's heaven for you and everyone else! ❤️
 
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UterEntonaur

UterEntonaur

Specialist
Aug 17, 2020
340
Safe travels friend, we're gonna miss you, but I hope you finally find the peace you've been waiting for :heart:
 
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Last chance

Specialist
Feb 6, 2021
346
Good luck and goodbye. I hope you find true peace and relaxation on the other side.
 
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Into The Void

Into The Void

Student
Mar 10, 2021
196
Hope you find peace Abir_london.
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bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Oh my god, if she left I will miss her. Please, if there is another place I hope you are well, and when I die, go to that place of good people. Rest in peace Abir. You touched my heart
 
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