Finally have my date, roll on friday!

[Bringmepeace]

So finally I've managed to get a date sorted out of when my bus arrives, thankfully I found a partner to do this with as well (not from here) I have decided that I'm going the be combining two methods the first one is carbon monoxide, I currently have 3 of those disposable foil bbq's and another 2kg of coals. On top of this I have just under 3g of amitriptaline for the knockout as well as a massive stockpile of quietapene, codeine, propranolol, tpentadol, morpheine and a few others that I'm too tired to look at right now, I plan to take the pills when the coals have been burning for at least 30mins this is so the od will take affect after I get in to where the coals are.

I really want to thank each and every one of you guys for making me feel so welcome here, it has been such a pleasure to talk to others that actually completely understand what I am going through on a daily basis and I honestly don't think I would of been able to do any of this without the forum as I'm so useless.
I'm now just really glad that after Friday I will no longer be a burden and a disappointment to anyone any longer especially my ex girlfriend who now "wants me to die so she and our daughter can finally be free of you as your scum" (exactly what she said to me).
I am going to leave my name and a few other details with a mod also.
Thanks again and I hope you all eventually find your own peace.

 

[Retched]

I hope you find your peace.

 

[Empty Smile]

Fly high my friend. We will see you on the other side.

 

[Norest4thewicked]

I hope you find the peace and relief you're looking for friend

 

[Schopenhauer]

Good luck! I hope you go peacefully.

 

[Dead Meat]

May you find eternal peace.

 

[No1SpecL2U]

And when life's sorrows will no longer be a burden to ourselves, we find peace.

Safe and happy travels. Godspeed.

 

[Jai]

All the best pal go out in peace

 

[Trashcan]

May you find peace. It must be a huge relief knowing that the end is near.

 

[StillWaiting]

Hope you find your peace

 

[Bringmepeace]

May you find peace. It must be a huge relief knowing that the end is near.

It's a huge relief, I am surprisingly calm and collected about it too, thought I would be a nervous wreck but in not, in fact I'm kind of happy for the first time in years.

 

[WaitingForTheBus]

It's a huge relief, I am surprisingly calm and collected about it too, thought I would be a nervous wreck but in not, in fact I'm kind of happy for the first time in years.

^^^ I can honestly say that I can now relate to this. Safe travels mate, hope it is painless and peaceful.

 

[worldexploder]

Good luck man! I hope everything works out for you.

 

[52shriek]

I'm new here but I wish you a peacuful journey

 

[TiredHorse]

Fair winds and clear skies, Bringmepeace. I hope your journey is calm and your destination peaceful.

 

[AlePizarnik]

So finally I've managed to get a date sorted out of when my bus arrives, thankfully I found a partner to do this with as well (not from here) I have decided that I'm going the be combining two methods the first one is carbon monoxide, I currently have 3 of those disposable foil bbq's and another 2kg of coals. On top of this I have just under 3g of amitriptaline for the knockout as well as a massive stockpile of quietapene, codeine, propranolol, tpentadol, morpheine and a few others that I'm too tired to look at right now, I plan to take the pills when the coals have been burning for at least 30mins this is so the od will take affect after I get in to where the coals are.

I really want to thank each and every one of you guys for making me feel so welcome here, it has been such a pleasure to talk to others that actually completely understand what I am going through on a daily basis and I honestly don't think I would of been able to do any of this without the forum as I'm so useless.
I'm now just really glad that after Friday I will no longer be a burden and a disappointment to anyone any longer especially my ex girlfriend who now "wants me to die so she and our daughter can finally be free of you as your scum" (exactly what she said to me).
I am going to leave my name and a few other details with a mod also.
Thanks again and I hope you all eventually find your own peace.

Sounds like a good way to go. Wish I could join.
But please I hope don't ctb to please others or make them feel guilty. It's your life and your freedom.
I wish you all the best and whatever decision you take you are the one who knows your circumstances best.
Find peace

 

[Nem]

I wish you peace in whatever yoh choose to do
All the best!
Hugs

 

[nzdarkshark]

Hopefully everything goes to plan and I wish you a peaceful exit <3