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britter
afraid of what's not
- Dec 31, 2021
- 29
I've become comfortable with hanging myself and I've found the sweet spot on my neck to cut off my carotid arteries. I've purchased 10mm static rock climbing rope and tested it, I held it behind my neck and pulled as hard as I could, I felt no pain and my airway was not constricted at all, I passed out very quickly.
I've found a pretty lake and I am going to go there tomorrow and hang myself, I will watch the sunset, lean towards it and die. I will keep my motorcycle helmet on as I installed speakers into it a while ago, I will listen to some music as I pass out, maybe it will influence my subconscious as my life supposedly flashes before my eyes.
I have become very comfortable with the idea of death and I am more excited and impatient than anything else.
I want to thank this community, not that I have been an active user, but it really assisted me with coming to terms with my own mortality and confirming whether or not I actually want to die or not. I don't think this community is to blame for suicides in general, it's just a good place for likeminded people to talk to one another. I feel, with the severity and permanency of death / suicide, it's difficult to make a rash, split decision to just kill yourself.
People will always come here and vent, I don't think a large majority of the people here will actually kill themselves. But that's just me.
I love you all, goodbye.
I've found a pretty lake and I am going to go there tomorrow and hang myself, I will watch the sunset, lean towards it and die. I will keep my motorcycle helmet on as I installed speakers into it a while ago, I will listen to some music as I pass out, maybe it will influence my subconscious as my life supposedly flashes before my eyes.
I have become very comfortable with the idea of death and I am more excited and impatient than anything else.
I want to thank this community, not that I have been an active user, but it really assisted me with coming to terms with my own mortality and confirming whether or not I actually want to die or not. I don't think this community is to blame for suicides in general, it's just a good place for likeminded people to talk to one another. I feel, with the severity and permanency of death / suicide, it's difficult to make a rash, split decision to just kill yourself.
People will always come here and vent, I don't think a large majority of the people here will actually kill themselves. But that's just me.
I love you all, goodbye.