Finally got a job and had sex

[Quinton Coldwater]

A little while ago I got a job and my anxiety is still crazy bad not because of my scar but because I don't know how to talk to people and I dread and Absolutely hate it. I also had sex with a prostitute a few weeks ago and I don't regret it .My look ensured that I had no chances getting sex naturally so I paid for it instead.I don't regret it ,it was good and fun ,it was shorter than I expected I thought I'd go atleast 30 mins but I guess porn lied to me.Wouldnt recommend it thou cause they have STDs I think most likely but at this point I honestly just didn't care whatever happens happens.Dont listen to me thou and go do it cause I'm gonna kill myself some time from now ,so just make an informed decision.The reason I made this post was because I wanted to share my experience cause I've seen others share theirs

NB it didn't solve my loneliness ,depression or anxiety but atleast I got a nut from a real woman thou so that's something.

Ask me anything if you interested

 

[set0553]

A little while ago I got a job and my anxiety is still crazy bad not because of my scar but because I don't know how to talk to people and I dread and Absolutely hate it. I also had sex with a prostitute a few weeks ago and I don't regret it .My look ensured that I had no chances getting sex naturally so I paid for it instead.I don't regret it ,it was good and fun ,it was shorter than I expected I thought I'd go atleast 30 mins but I guess porn lied to me.Wouldnt recommend it thou cause they have STDs I think most likely but at this point I honestly just didn't care whatever happens happens.Dont listen to me thou and go do it cause I'm gonna kill myself some time from now ,so just make an informed decision.The reason I made this post was because I wanted to share my experience cause I've seen others share theirs

NB it didn't solve my loneliness ,depression or

A little while ago I got a job and my anxiety is still crazy bad not because of my scar but because I don't know how to talk to people and I dread and Absolutely hate it. I also had sex with a prostitute a few weeks ago and I don't regret it .My look ensured that I had no chances getting sex naturally so I paid for it instead.I don't regret it ,it was good and fun ,it was shorter than I expected I thought I'd go atleast 30 mins but I guess porn lied to me.Wouldnt recommend it thou cause they have STDs I think most likely but at this point I honestly just didn't care whatever happens happens.Dont listen to me thou and go do it cause I'm gonna kill myself some time from now ,so just make an informed decision.The reason I made this post was because I wanted to share my experience cause I've seen others share theirs

NB it didn't solve my loneliness ,depression or anxiety but atleast I got a nut from a real woman thou so that's something.

Ask me anything if you interested

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anxiety but atleast I got a nut from a real woman thou so that's something.

Ask me anything if you interested

Congrats! Unfortunately the next step is usually marriage and kids.. best of luck!

 

[rozeske]

A win is a win... :)

 

[sameoldMantra]

A little while ago I got a job and my anxiety is still crazy bad not because of my scar but because I don't know how to talk to people and I dread and Absolutely hate it. I also had sex with a prostitute a few weeks ago and I don't regret it .My look ensured that I had no chances getting sex naturally so I paid for it instead.I don't regret it ,it was good and fun ,it was shorter than I expected I thought I'd go atleast 30 mins but I guess porn lied to me.Wouldnt recommend it thou cause they have STDs I think most likely but at this point I honestly just didn't care whatever happens happens.Dont listen to me thou and go do it cause I'm gonna kill myself some time from now ,so just make an informed decision.The reason I made this post was because I wanted to share my experience cause I've seen others share theirs

NB it didn't solve my loneliness ,depression or anxiety but atleast I got a nut from a real woman thou so that's something.

Ask me anything if you interested

I SEE no issues . And if the girl is hot well better than playing solo or a fleshlight

 

[Imagined_Euphoria]

I lost interest in sex after doing it a few times. I never wanted a relationship, but I was very disappointed that even sex just feels boring to me like almost anything in this fucking world. Listening to my favourite music is honestly better.

 

[ForgottenAgain]

I guess it's time to celebrate

 

[stupidhuman]

you're male right ? What kind of scar do you have that leads to anxiety ? That's usually pretty hot on a guy.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I congratulate you on both counts, your new job and your first time for sex. I, personally, see nothing wrong with availing yourself of the services of a professional. Yeah, 30 minutes is really kinda pushing it, but I'm sure the excitement you felt didn't help in prolonging the encounter, which is completely understandable. I assume you used protection, so there's only a small chance of acquiring an std, assuming she even has one. They're all pretty much treatable nowadays, anyway, even curable in some cases. I wouldn't fret too much about it. Two consenting adults, both of whom know what they want, what's the harm? Maybe if you see her again, and get more comfortable with her, you'll be able to do more than just have sex, like converse with each other about other things. That might help, over time, with some of your anxiety, like an added "bonus".

 

[Minsu]

Haha cool

 

[sameoldMantra]

Yeah actually thats a good point .

You Will get use too and have a better experience with more encounters looking what You like and seeing the same girl several times too . This happens too in the usual way. For men the first time with a girl is not the better , but then You redeem in the second etc hhaahaah

 

[CatLvr]

I remember what it was like to pass those milestones! Take it from "the homely girl with the good personality" re: the gal perpetually stuck in the friend zone, there are people out there who will see beauty in you. And I am worldly enough now to be able to tell you that being beautiful is a burden all it's own. None of us have a fairy tale life. Believe it or not, there is someone out there who wishes they were you right now.

I'm happy for you. Enjoy this and when your next "down time" comes around remember this feeling!

 

[s1llyg1rl]

real shit

 

[hoppybunny]

A little while ago I got a job and my anxiety is still crazy bad not because of my scar but because I don't know how to talk to people and I dread and Absolutely hate it. I also had sex with a prostitute a few weeks ago and I don't regret it .My look ensured that I had no chances getting sex naturally so I paid for it instead.I don't regret it ,it was good and fun ,it was shorter than I expected I thought I'd go atleast 30 mins but I guess porn lied to me.Wouldnt recommend it thou cause they have STDs I think most likely but at this point I honestly just didn't care whatever happens happens.Dont listen to me thou and go do it cause I'm gonna kill myself some time from now ,so just make an informed decision.The reason I made this post was because I wanted to share my experience cause I've seen others share theirs

NB it didn't solve my loneliness ,depression or anxiety but atleast I got a nut from a real woman thou so that's something.

Ask me anything if you interested

I thought prostitution wasn't legal? Can I ask what country it is and how you paid to meet one. I've always wanted to try meeting a prostitute. I just think they're cool.

 

[CatLvr]

I thought prostitution wasn't legal? Can I ask what country it is and how you paid to meet one. I've always wanted to try meeting a prostitute. I just think they're cool.

I'm not the OP, but have known a lot of strippers and prostitutes (bartender and night auditor at some high end hotels were my second jobs -- even in the "good old days" a lot of us had to work 2 jobs to make ends meet). Some establishments will require you have a room key (so a room) at their hotel, so there is that.

Generally if you clean up nice and go to the hotel bar in a upper end establishment a girl will approach you fairly quickly. Especially if you wait until later in the evening to show up and order your first drink. (Pro tip: Make it a high dollar whiskey or scotch, neat. No back.)

My conversations with their mark the next night was as much fun as talking with the ladies (and the gentlemen) of the evening. I learned an awful lot about human behavior. Good luck!!

 

[hoppybunny]

I'm not the OP, but have known a lot of strippers and prostitutes (bartender and night auditor at some high end hotels were my second jobs -- even in the "good old days" a lot of us had to work 2 jobs to make ends meet). Some establishments will require you have a room key (so a room) at their hotel, so there is that.

Generally if you clean up nice and go to the hotel bar in a upper end establishment a girl will approach you fairly quickly. Especially if you wait until later in the evening to show up and order your first drink. (Pro tip: Make it a high dollar whiskey or scotch, neat. No back.)

My conversations with their mark the next night was as much fun as talking with the ladies (and the gentlemen) of the evening. I learned an awful lot about human behavior. Good luck!!

This is so interesting. I'm not old enough to drink yet so I'll wait a bit before trying this.

 

[CatLvr]

This is so interesting. I'm not old enough to drink yet so I'll wait a bit before trying this.

Oh Lord and here I am contributing to the delinquency of a minor (I have kids TWICE your age!! )

YES!! PLEASE WAIT!! It will give you something to look forward to!

 

[hoppybunny]

Oh Lord and here I am contributing to the delinquency of a minor (I have kids TWICE your age!! )

YES!! PLEASE WAIT!! It will give you something to look forward to!

Oh dang. I don't consider sex delinquency at all dw. I'm honestly not interested in drinking which is why I'm waiting till it's legal in my country. But yeah I'm definitely looking forward to it.

 

[divinemistress36]

I guess it's time to celebrate

I wish it was that exciting

 

[CatLvr]

Oh dang. I don't consider sex delinquency at all dw. I'm honestly not interested in drinking which is why I'm waiting till it's legal in my country. But yeah I'm definitely looking forward to it.

Oh! I meant the drinking!! Sex is a lot of things but "delinquent" is NOWHERE on my list either! As long as everyone is consenting and adult (18 or over), it's ALL fair game there. And this is where I stop -- before I get booted from the forum for some VERY inappropriate attitudes ... (Yes, I was the first generation of daughters to come up after the Free Love and Feminist Movements took off so ... "Hey!! If a guy can do it then so can I!" )

I wish it was that exciting

You know, it took me a little while to figure it out, but it wasn't so much the actual sex that drove me as it was the POWER I felt when some guy fainted dead away because he "didn't see that coming". I need to go back and read the rules -- Part of why I went through a period in my 20s where I was NOT suicidal was because I realized that little tidbit about myself (most likely I have CPTSD, among some other letters) and stopped worrying about "being in love". I never used my powers for evil -- like I never mislead anyone about my intentions -- but I was the female embodiment of "man whore" back in the day. I'm just glad I can laugh about it now. That period of time for me helped me work through a lot of problems I had with self-destructive behaviors. Compared to a lot of the other things I was doing, having sex with multiple partners was fairly harmless.