Venting Finally fully made peace with the fact that I might commit suicide

[Reflection]

Took a lot of time but I no longer dread thinking about it, I've come to accept that it is by far least evil option I have in case things don't pan out, it's kind of liberating in a way.

Meanwhile, I've also somewhat made peace with my ex girlfriend as well, and was finally able to let go of any negative emotions I had towards her. We're on speaking terms again, which considering how bad things had gotten lately, is something at least.

Despite any bad things that happened between us I still love her and hope she would see the good between us again and that we could reconcile someday...Though whatever happens, I have nothing to regret.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in what you decide.