Discussion Finally found my "sweet spot" and I'm ready to ctb / Thank you Sanctioned-suicide!

[Blueberry Panic]

About half a cm from my jaw is where my carotid arteries are the easiest to hit . I tested it over and over in so many different positions and I finally fucking found it. About 10 seconds in and my arms started to shake like I was seizing and I felt like I was about to faint .
I haven't felt that feeling in a year and I'm so happy I tested myself until I finally found it !

Everything is set to go and I'm ready to finally ctb correctly!

Consider this my final ctb post . Thank you everyone for the help and recourses !

 

[Carryline]

I hope you will find peace... success

 

[cursedlife]

I tried full suspension hanging multiple times and couldn't find the spot for it to work I stayed 20 seconds and didn't faint ,the only thing I felt was pressure building up in my head , unfortunately hanging isn't for me

 

[darksouls]

godspeed

 

[Carryline]

I tried full suspension hanging multiple times and couldn't find the spot for it to work I stayed 20 seconds and didn't faint ,the only thing I felt was pressure building up in my head , unfortunately hanging isn't for me

The same here ... hanging is the most populat method yet i just cannot do it no matter what...

 

[Blueberry Panic]

I tried full suspension hanging multiple times and couldn't find the spot for it to work I stayed 20 seconds and didn't faint ,the only thing I felt was pressure building up in my head , unfortunately hanging isn't for me

The pressure is from you pressing on your airway not your arteries. You have to position it high up on your neck right under your jaw .... and either way if you did fsh you wouldn't have been able to save yourself... and of course you felt like your head was going to explode fsh does that with bad rope positioning.

 

[cursedlife]

The pressure is from you pressing on your airway not your arteries. You have to position it high up on your neck right under your jaw .... and either way if you did fsh you wouldn't have been able to save yourself... and of course you felt like your head was going to explode fsh does that with bad rope positioning.

I was able to save myself because I didn't kick the chair far away from me and I was able to stand on it .

 

[Higurashi415]

About half a cm from my jaw is where my carotid arteries are the easiest to hit . I tested it over and over in so many different positions and I finally fucking found it. About 10 seconds in and my arms started to shake like I was seizing and I felt like I was about to faint .
I haven't felt that feeling in a year and I'm so happy I tested myself until I finally found it !

Everything is set to go and I'm ready to finally ctb correctly!

Consider this my final ctb post . Thank you everyone for the help and recourses !

if this really is the last time, thank you for being here, it's been nice knowing you even vicariously through your posts, godspeed.
i respect your decision but i want you to know that if you dont want to go through with it we'll be here no matter what

 

[Crow_88]

Good luck. Hanging is so dangerous and painful.

 

[qewpie]

may peace find you on light wings. thank you for having been here.

 

[daruino]

Best wishes!

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[zdeweilx]

May you find peace and freedom

 

[kuroshimi]

Wishing you a peaceful journey.

Thank you for being here, it have been nice to know you.

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

It was genuinely nice to know you, even just through a screen. Thank you for being here and for being you, and for checking on me and for making me feel seen. You were a kind soul in a hard place, and I won't forget that. I hope your journey is gentle and painless. See you on the other side.

 

[Defenestration]

Oh, you will miss you
Are you sure?

 

[U. A.]

ugh, didn't notice this was you having changed your avatar. you have suffered so much and written some meaningful things here...i hope whatever you need to happen happens

 

[Liebestod]

Good luck

 

[Defenestration]

 

[Forveleth]

I hope you found peace little Blueberry!

 

[INYGTRMTFMO]

Wishing you peace.

 

[neckpillow]

Wishing you peace . GOD SPEED.