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Storyteller

Storyteller

A story that has been left untold
Mar 22, 2023
51
So I just got SN, quite a large quantity tbh, but it's the best I could find. I saw people discussed IC got taken down. Hope you can find a reliable and peaceful way to ctb or alternative site with SN. Wish you all luck🤞🏻
 
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evanescent

Student
Feb 14, 2023
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Congratulations! Do you have antiemetics and any tranquilizers or sedatives as well?
 
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zekeyaeger

Member
Mar 30, 2023
10
All the best, hope your pain and suffering ends, whichever method you choose.
 
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lukas19

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Jan 17, 2023
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Wow 33 people viewing this thread
 
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Storyteller

Storyteller

A story that has been left untold
Mar 22, 2023
51
Congratulations! Do you have antiemetics and any tranquilizers or sedatives as well?
Thanks, yeah I've got everything prepared. Gonna try it tonight.
All the best, hope your pain and suffering ends, whichever method you choose.
Thanks, I'm looking forward to it
Wow 33 people viewing this thread
O wow 😳
I guess it's probably because of IC
Or people just curious

(!) I must mention that I purchased it from Russian site and they don't send parcels outside Russia. Can't really be great of a help here, unless you live there.
Some people got confused that I can help with SN and I'm so sorry for the misunderstanding, I can't send it via parcel myself cause it'll probably be a difficult process and don't have a clue how it works and how to make it work. Again, huge apologies, I think so many people watching might be because of my poor wording.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,593
It must be a relief having a plan to leave this world, I understand why you would be looking forward to being gone, I wish you the best.
 
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Storyteller

Storyteller

A story that has been left untold
Mar 22, 2023
51
It must be a relief having a plan to leave this world, I understand why you would be looking forward to being gone, I wish you the best.
Thank you, I'm planning to ctb tonight since I started preparing yesterday so hopefully everything goes well.
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
532
Keep us updated on your journey of finding that light at the end of the long dark tunnel.

You are a beautiful person and I pray whatever you do, wherever you end up, that you find peace and eternal and everlasting joy.
 
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
1,235
Thank you, I'm planning to ctb tonight since I started preparing yesterday so hopefully everything goes well.
Best wishes and thoughts for a tranquil going to sleep, my friend. Travel softly.
 
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Storyteller

Storyteller

A story that has been left untold
Mar 22, 2023
51
Keep us updated on your journey of finding that light at the end of the long dark tunnel.

You are a beautiful person and I pray whatever you do, wherever you end up, that you find peace and eternal and everlasting joy.
Thank you for the kind words. I'll try to update before drifting to sleep after consuming SN.
Best wishes and thoughts for a tranquil going to sleep, my friend. Travel softly.
Thank you ♥️
 
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Storyteller

Storyteller

A story that has been left untold
Mar 22, 2023
51
21:11 where I am
Gonna go with SN at midnight
The difficult thing is somebody from near apartment is cooking something and man am I hungry
But it needs to be drink on the empty stomach, it sucks 😅
Also why not share some beautiful full moon view from my apartment, it's the first one I've met there (I moved here in fall) P 20221009 013225

And the recent one, prob the last one I see as well
P 20230407 023601
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
532
Beautiful pictures! 🥺

I pray your journey is smooth and safe!
 
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Mäximum

All the effort for nothing...
Apr 5, 2023
160
I hope you find the peace you're looking for. Save journey mate!
 
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Storyteller

Storyteller

A story that has been left untold
Mar 22, 2023
51
So I dissolve SN in 50 ml water
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It's weirdly clear, but it's fully disolve. I added a tablespoon right on the edges. Don't have a proper scale, can someone tell me if added right amount or should I re-do.
 
WaitingToGo

WaitingToGo

Experienced
Feb 18, 2023
233
Best wishes. Hope it goes well for you
 
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Storyteller

Storyteller

A story that has been left untold
Mar 22, 2023
51
Took anti-emetic. Will take sedative in 10 min.
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
320
Wish you a peaceful journey. Praying as well.
 
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WonderfulWeatherDIE

Got all my sources lined up.
Apr 2, 2023
84
Thanks, yeah I've got everything prepared. Gonna try it tonight.

Thanks, I'm looking forward to it

O wow 😳
I guess it's probably because of IC
Or people just curious

(!) I must mention that I purchased it from Russian site and they don't send parcels outside Russia. Can't really be great of a help here, unless you live there.
Some people got confused that I can help with SN and I'm so sorry for the misunderstanding, I can't send it via parcel myself cause it'll probably be a difficult process and don't have a clue how it works and how to make it work. Again, huge apologies, I think so many people watching might be because of my poor wording.
See you on the other side mate.
 
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Storyteller

Storyteller

A story that has been left untold
Mar 22, 2023
51
Now I'm kinda worried that I have a bit too much water in my stomach that I drank before taking any pills and prior to this all. Don't want it to be the reason I throw up, I think it can very well be a possibility.
Also hello to all people watching this thread, so many of you
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Drank SN. This stuff is something. Had to wash my mouth with water (didn't swallow it though). Tastes like... chemical, don't know. Feels icky, but bereable. Kinda want to drink some more clear water but won't since pretty much it could lead to vomiting as far as I understood. Throat feels strange, not really a burning sensation but it doesn't really like what I took lol.
From now on just gonna lay down and try to drift in sleep. Gotta say today I had quite a nice dream. It matters to me because of all nightmares about real life horrors I've going through made me feel broken in the morning. But today's dream was really nice and even special to me. Sigh, if I could get such dreams more often it would've been nice.
If I fail I'll try to update if I can. But surely can't even say if it will be on the next day, I might need more time to recover.
 
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trashpandat

trashpandat

The girl with no more tears.
Apr 10, 2023
2
Farewell. Hope everything goes smoothly, have a nice rest.
Although do update us if your attempt with SN fails (not wishing you that).
 
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jolongone

Student
Feb 24, 2023
148
21:11 where I am
Gonna go with SN at midnight
The difficult thing is somebody from near apartment is cooking something and man am I hungry
But it needs to be drink on the empty stomach, it sucks 😅
Also why not share some beautiful full moon view from my apartment, it's the first one I've met there (I moved here in fall)View attachment 107823

And the recent one, prob the last one I see as well
View attachment 107824
Sending you light and love for your journey, safe travels 🙏
 

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