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przeciwwymiotne
Be rude to me at all times, I don't deserve kindne
- Jun 27, 2022
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It's been 2 years I'm 20 now.
The fact that I'm going to be ill for the majority of my life if I live an average lifespan is so depressing.
Most days I can just lay in bed and do nothing. Other times I can 'function' till like 4pm then I'm in agonising pain for the rest of the day.
My boyfriend carries me up and down the stairs. We barely have any money and idk if I'll be able to finish university or to hold a job.
This is due to the disability but also to my massive avoidance problems.
I just wanna peacefully die in my sleep
The fact that I'm going to be ill for the majority of my life if I live an average lifespan is so depressing.
Most days I can just lay in bed and do nothing. Other times I can 'function' till like 4pm then I'm in agonising pain for the rest of the day.
My boyfriend carries me up and down the stairs. We barely have any money and idk if I'll be able to finish university or to hold a job.
This is due to the disability but also to my massive avoidance problems.
I just wanna peacefully die in my sleep