Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,210
many questions about sn.

hello, I read a lot of testimonies here, I used the search option. but I had a whole bunch of questions

1) I thought I read a story here of someone who had not been rescued but who woke up on his own half a day later... does that mean anything to you? why didn't she die, not enough product in the body, vomited and didn't take the 2nd glass?

2) normally if we are not found after 7.8 hours and if we took 25 g on an empty stomach (8 hours) we are sure to be dead? we can't wake up on our own or in the hospital 10 hours later?

3) I'm also afraid of losing product by passing it from the scale to the glass and mixing that some will remain stuck to the bottom of the glass or on the sides of the glass... and that in the end of only taking 15/20g... is it too much if I plan on 30g the first time? I'm 1m 83 and 78 kg 37 years old no health problems... knowing that I will necessarily lose a little I am very clumsy and have stress...

4) I will plan on a 2nd glass and a 3rd glass because even with the 48 hour regimen of metoclopramide I think I have a good chance of vomiting...
I'm afraid that by the time I prepare the 3 glasses it will settle back to the bottom...???
and if the first glass has been prepared for 1/2 hour it does not lose its potency as when in contact with air... before drinking do you have to mix the glass again?

5) plastic cups are better than glass so that the product does not stick? plastic cup big enough?

6) if you put too much water 100 ml is it that serious? I know that you need as little water as possible... does it dissolve well?
every time I take a powdered medicine there is some on the side of the glass that remains

7) if I have not vomited but I am afraid of having lost too much product during handling can I take a 2nd glass?

8) mouthwash before to anesthetize the taste before or after is it ok?

9) I take sertraline, quetiapine, diazepam and carbamazepine morning and evening... I saw that there were interactions with metoclopramide... I plan to take my morning treatment but not the evening one I will do ctb sn around midnight...
any opinions? Should I stop the treatment in the morning too...in any case I plan to continue it 48 hours before. I had already taken metoclopramide once, I am not allergic and it did not have too many side effects but that could change...
 
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You could better read the sn megathread
 
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rozeske

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I notice you have just recently started an interest in the sn method. I suggest first reading the sn megathreads and pphe. It will give you a clear idea.
 
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There are a lot of info on ss that you can read (megathreads, sticky threads, goodbye posts, written ebook (stans, pph), etc), you are overthinking too much.

1) I thought I read a story here of someone who had not been rescued but who woke up on his own half a day later... does that mean anything to you? why didn't she die, not enough product in the body, vomited and didn't take the 2nd glass?
- i'm guessing here, but there are alot of factors here, too many high dosage pills, and vomitted al out, can make you pass out, aborted the protocol, etc...

2) normally if we are not found after 7.8 hours and if we took 25 g on an empty stomach (8 hours) we are sure to be dead? we can't wake up on our own or in the hospital 10 hours later?
- According to guides out there pph e.g, yes. sn is what kills you, you are taking more than the lethal amount, you juts have to make sure it gets absorbed and not vomit it all out, that is why a second glass is there to make up for it.

3) I'm also afraid of losing product by passing it from the scale to the glass and mixing that some will remain stuck to the bottom of the glass or on the sides of the glass... and that in the end of only taking 15/20g... is it too much if I plan on 30g the first time? I'm 1m 83 and 78 kg 37 years old no health problems... knowing that I will necessarily lose a little I am very clumsy and have stress...
- Don't overthink it, 25g in 50ml water, mix it, until all the salt is dissolved.

4) I will plan on a 2nd glass and a 3rd glass because even with the 48 hour regimen of metoclopramide I think I have a good chance of vomiting...
I'm afraid that by the time I prepare the 3 glasses it will settle back to the bottom...???
and if the first glass has been prepared for 1/2 hour it does not lose its potency as when in contact with air... before drinking do you have to mix the glass again?

- again you have to mix it in a 50ml glass, you can prepare a 3rd glass, albeit maybe less than the 2nd glass, as a precaution, don't worry about the potency of it being lost, sn is a stable compound.

5) plastic cups are better than glass so that the product does not stick? plastic cup big enough?
- again, you are overthinking it, just use a glass or whatever you want.

6) if you put too much water 100 ml is it that serious? I know that you need as little water as possible... does it dissolve well?
every time I take a powdered medicine there is some on the side of the glass that remains

- sn is easy dissolvable in water, 50 ml is more than enough.

7) if I have not vomited but I am afraid of having lost too much product during handling can I take a 2nd glass?
- I dont know what you mean by that, are you afraid of dropping the salt during preparation? Just take your time, don't rush, control you anxiety. 2nd glass is there as a safety measure in case you vomit, you can even prepare a 3rd glass, with a bit of sn, in it, that you can take if you if lost a bit of it during handling.

8) mouthwash before to anesthetize the taste before or after is it ok?
- Yes

9) I take sertraline, quetiapine, diazepam and carbamazepine morning and evening... I saw that there were interactions with metoclopramide... I plan to take my morning treatment but not the evening one I will do ctb sn around midnight...
any opinions? Should I stop the treatment in the morning too...in any case I plan to continue it 48 hours before. I had already taken metoclopramide once, I am not allergic and it did not have too many side effects but that could change...

- I cant comment about that, but if you didnt have any side effect than go ahead. diazepam is recommended to take 40 min before sn or mix it in a glass and take it after drinking sn, for the anxiety. The other pills you mentioned, i'm not familiar with it, however you can take a very small amount like 2 pills each and mix it with the pills solution with diazepam. up to you.

anyways, good luck to you, and remember, there are a lot of guides and information on ss, waiting to be found, read about it, inform yourself, all these question you have will be answered.

ps, i noticed you have 1,202 posted messages, i though by now you would have read about all the methods and whatnot, maybe you never had any interest in the sn method and never informed yourself about the method. Anyways, ss is not going anywhere, take your time :)
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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Vous feriez mieux de lire le méga fil de discussion sn
The day before yesterday I have readed all Stan's guide, and all Vizzy's bible, but I didn't find exactly answers like mine even if it was close...or maybe I wasn't paying attention..and I took a lot of interest and read a lot in this method in 2020-2021...

I can't stand the uncertainty in the small details... If I mess up the method it would be CATASTROPHIC, my parents will send me to forced hospitalization, they will worry, it will ruin the general atmosphere...

I have Big Big intolérance of incertitud
There are a lot of info on ss that you can read (megathreads, sticky threads, goodbye posts, written ebook (stans, pph), etc), you are overthinking too much.

1) I thought I read a story here of someone who had not been rescued but who woke up on his own half a day later... does that mean anything to you? why didn't she die, not enough product in the body, vomited and didn't take the 2nd glass?
- i'm guessing here, but there are alot of factors here, too many high dosage pills, and vomitted al out, can make you pass out, aborted the protocol, etc...

2) normally if we are not found after 7.8 hours and if we took 25 g on an empty stomach (8 hours) we are sure to be dead? we can't wake up on our own or in the hospital 10 hours later?
- According to guides out there pph e.g, yes. sn is what kills you, you are taking more than the lethal amount, you juts have to make sure it gets absorbed and not vomit it all out, that is why a second glass is there to make up for it.

3) I'm also afraid of losing product by passing it from the scale to the glass and mixing that some will remain stuck to the bottom of the glass or on the sides of the glass... and that in the end of only taking 15/20g... is it too much if I plan on 30g the first time? I'm 1m 83 and 78 kg 37 years old no health problems... knowing that I will necessarily lose a little I am very clumsy and have stress...
- Don't overthink it, 25g in 50ml water, mix it, until all the salt is dissolved.

4) I will plan on a 2nd glass and a 3rd glass because even with the 48 hour regimen of metoclopramide I think I have a good chance of vomiting...
I'm afraid that by the time I prepare the 3 glasses it will settle back to the bottom...???
and if the first glass has been prepared for 1/2 hour it does not lose its potency as when in contact with air... before drinking do you have to mix the glass again?

- again you have to mix it in a 50ml glass, you can prepare a 3rd glass, albeit maybe less than the 2nd glass, as a precaution, don't worry about the potency of it being lost, sn is a stable compound.

5) plastic cups are better than glass so that the product does not stick? plastic cup big enough?
- again, you are overthinking it, just use a glass or whatever you want.

6) if you put too much water 100 ml is it that serious? I know that you need as little water as possible... does it dissolve well?
every time I take a powdered medicine there is some on the side of the glass that remains

- sn is easy dissolvable in water, 50 ml is more than enough.

7) if I have not vomited but I am afraid of having lost too much product during handling can I take a 2nd glass?
- I dont know what you mean by that, are you afraid of dropping the salt during preparation? Just take your time, don't rush, control you anxiety. 2nd glass is there as a safety measure in case you vomit, you can even prepare a 3rd glass, with a bit of sn, in it, that you can take if you if lost a bit of it during handling.

8) mouthwash before to anesthetize the taste before or after is it ok?
- Yes

9) I take sertraline, quetiapine, diazepam and carbamazepine morning and evening... I saw that there were interactions with metoclopramide... I plan to take my morning treatment but not the evening one I will do ctb sn around midnight...
any opinions? Should I stop the treatment in the morning too...in any case I plan to continue it 48 hours before. I had already taken metoclopramide once, I am not allergic and it did not have too many side effects but that could change...

- I cant comment about that, but if you didnt have any side effect than go ahead. diazepam is recommended to take 40 min before sn or mix it in a glass and take it after drinking sn, for the anxiety. The other pills you mentioned, i'm not familiar with it, however you can take a very small amount like 2 pills each and mix it with the pills solution with diazepam. up to you.

anyways, good luck to you, and remember, there are a lot of guides and information on ss, waiting to be found, read about it, inform yourself, all these question you have will be answered.

ps, i noticed you have 1,202 posted messages, i though by now you would have read about all the methods and whatnot, maybe you never had any interest in the sn method and never informed yourself about the method. Anyways, ss is not going anywhere, take your time :)
thank you very much for the response🙏. as I answered above I was interested in the sn method a lot in 2020 and 2021... but jumping has been my main method since 2022...

I had abandoned the SN method and for a few days I have been thinking about it again because of the SI of the jump. thank you for all these answers. I already more or less had the answers but I'm terribly anxious🥶... ...I want to control everything, every little thing and gesture 100/100. I have a very, very big intolerance to uncertainty...this is one of the symptoms of the disease😱

Sorry i'm very boring because of this😰
 
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