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medicinenightmares

medicinenightmares

Member
Jun 11, 2019
65
Hello,

I'm planning to od on fentanyl as my method of suicide. People are dying every day from accidental overdoses where I live currently, so I imagine it wouldn't be too difficult to track down.

I'm just curious, has anyone here overdosed on fentanyl before & survived? What were your experiences and symptoms? How long were you in the hospital after? Do you have any lasting physical impairments as a result?

Also, I'm a pretty clean-cut person, so I'm a bit nervous about approaching random sketchy looking people for the drugs. Do you have any tips on how to track down a drug dealer? What should I say?

Thanks in advance!
 
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jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
1,033
Walk around bad areas of town and look for syringes and needles on the pavement. When you find an area where you see many of them thrown away, you'll know junkies hang around there, there are big chances that you will soon see someone injecting. Talk to them and you'll find your dealer.
 
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slothturtlebro

slothturtlebro

Member
Jun 13, 2019
45
Hello,

I'm planning to od on fentanyl as my method of suicide. People are dying every day from accidental overdoses where I live currently, so I imagine it wouldn't be too difficult to track down.

I'm just curious, has anyone here overdosed on fentanyl before & survived? What were your experiences and symptoms? How long were you in the hospital after? Do you have any lasting physical impairments as a result?

Also, I'm a pretty clean-cut person, so I'm a bit nervous about approaching random sketchy looking people for the drugs. Do you have any tips on how to track down a drug dealer? What should I say?

Thanks in advance!
i OD'd on fentanyl 3 days reanimation 2 days intensive care 4 months phsycatric hospital
 
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ronigail9

Student
Oct 5, 2019
156
i OD'd on fentanyl 3 days reanimation 2 days intensive care 4 months phsycatric hospital
reanimation?
also who paid for pysch care?
I am in USA and would have to fund it myself, one reason I am suicidal
 
dedalus1238900

dedalus1238900

Pharmacology Enthusist
Nov 28, 2019
45
Overdoses are unreliable. I had a 5th of Alcohol, A research chemical equivalent to taking 100 Valium and 50mg or so of Fent. Someone found me was able to clear enough of an airway from vomit but even after 15 20 minutes I survived. I probably would have died of chocking to death. 1 weeek Medical, 1 week Psych. Literal hell thee doctor starts me on 3 SSRIs when in the past I had serious reaction he didn't care. I for 3 days having nightmare hallucinations, asked to stop he threatened me with another week if I complained so i faked taking pills lied while spending the entire time there how I would make sure It was done. I simply raised my voice because it was just a prison so he calls in one of the techs like I'm going to hurt him with 4 people in the I just wanted to leave but i have never held such anger at a person. Nothing came of it but i filed a state complaint, he kept a kid in there for a week because his mom said he vaped once while a physically violent person who screamed randomly was gone in 3 days after insurance wouldn't cover in voluntary treatment running essentially an insurance scam.

Physch wards do nothing. They'd say come to group. After 5 minutes. I essentially did what Zuckerberg did in the Social network did and left as a social worker was asking me why I was leaving, responding I'd rather be sent to Auschwitz and get it over with. It didn't help me. All it did was make me despise treatment, make me angry and worse off. We need better doctors than having people leave these facilities with the only thing they learned was how their next attempt would not fail.
 
Grandexit

Grandexit

Experienced
Dec 4, 2019
200
I found the reddit opioids group and entered od in their search-bar. Got to read the experiences of hundreds of junkies. There is no sourcing or anything there. Its a good primer on the up to-date condition of the opioid situation, and lots of things. Its not a bad place to just read and learn.
 
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Ark

Arcanist
Oct 18, 2019
412
OD with F is extremely fast and peaceful. I have personally seen it multiple times.
 
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Sunset Limited

Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
1,331
If the chemical you have is really fentanyl, you will die with an adequate dose. However, it is necessary to analyze the chemical you buy from a street market. If you find commercial, licensed products, you can be sure of what you have. Not easy to find.
 
Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

Enlightened
Sep 14, 2019
1,325
Hello,

I'm planning to od on fentanyl as my method of suicide. People are dying every day from accidental overdoses where I live currently, so I imagine it wouldn't be too difficult to track down.

I'm just curious, has anyone here overdosed on fentanyl before & survived? What were your experiences and symptoms? How long were you in the hospital after? Do you have any lasting physical impairments as a result?

Also, I'm a pretty clean-cut person, so I'm a bit nervous about approaching random sketchy looking people for the drugs. Do you have any tips on how to track down a drug dealer? What should I say?

Thanks in advance!
If you're a woman you should be careful because you could easily get yourself raped. And anyone could be an undercover cop.
Hello,

I'm planning to od on fentanyl as my method of suicide. People are dying every day from accidental overdoses where I live currently, so I imagine it wouldn't be too difficult to track down.

I'm just curious, has anyone here overdosed on fentanyl before & survived? What were your experiences and symptoms? How long were you in the hospital after? Do you have any lasting physical impairments as a result?

Also, I'm a pretty clean-cut person, so I'm a bit nervous about approaching random sketchy looking people for the drugs. Do you have any tips on how to track down a drug dealer? What should I say?

Thanks in advance!
If you're a woman you should be careful because you could easily get yourself raped. And anyone could be an undercover cop.
Overdoses are unreliable. I had a 5th of Alcohol, A research chemical equivalent to taking 100 Valium and 50mg or so of Fent. Someone found me was able to clear enough of an airway from vomit but even after 15 20 minutes I survived. I probably would have died of chocking to death. 1 weeek Medical, 1 week Psych. Literal hell thee doctor starts me on 3 SSRIs when in the past I had serious reaction he didn't care. I for 3 days having nightmare hallucinations, asked to stop he threatened me with another week if I complained so i faked taking pills lied while spending the entire time there how I would make sure It was done. I simply raised my voice because it was just a prison so he calls in one of the techs like I'm going to hurt him with 4 people in the I just wanted to leave but i have never held such anger at a person. Nothing came of it but i filed a state complaint, he kept a kid in there for a week because his mom said he vaped once while a physically violent person who screamed randomly was gone in 3 days after insurance wouldn't cover in voluntary treatment running essentially an insurance scam.

Physch wards do nothing. They'd say come to group. After 5 minutes. I essentially did what Zuckerberg did in the Social network did and left as a social worker was asking me why I was leaving, responding I'd rather be sent to Auschwitz and get it over with. It didn't help me. All it did was make me despise treatment, make me angry and worse off. We need better doctors than having people leave these facilities with the only thing they learned was how their next attempt would not fail.
When you say overdoses are unreliable.....if you weren't found you would have died. So they're not actually unreliable. As long as you're not found.
Overdoses are unreliable. I had a 5th of Alcohol, A research chemical equivalent to taking 100 Valium and 50mg or so of Fent. Someone found me was able to clear enough of an airway from vomit but even after 15 20 minutes I survived. I probably would have died of chocking to death. 1 weeek Medical, 1 week Psych. Literal hell thee doctor starts me on 3 SSRIs when in the past I had serious reaction he didn't care. I for 3 days having nightmare hallucinations, asked to stop he threatened me with another week if I complained so i faked taking pills lied while spending the entire time there how I would make sure It was done. I simply raised my voice because it was just a prison so he calls in one of the techs like I'm going to hurt him with 4 people in the I just wanted to leave but i have never held such anger at a person. Nothing came of it but i filed a state complaint, he kept a kid in there for a week because his mom said he vaped once while a physically violent person who screamed randomly was gone in 3 days after insurance wouldn't cover in voluntary treatment running essentially an insurance scam.

Physch wards do nothing. They'd say come to group. After 5 minutes. I essentially did what Zuckerberg did in the Social network did and left as a social worker was asking me why I was leaving, responding I'd rather be sent to Auschwitz and get it over with. It didn't help me. All it did was make me despise treatment, make me angry and worse off. We need better doctors than having people leave these facilities with the only thing they learned was how their next attempt would not fail.
When you say overdoses are unreliable.....if you weren't found you would have died. So they're not actually unreliable. As long as you're not found.
i OD'd on fentanyl 3 days reanimation 2 days intensive care 4 months phsycatric hospital
I'm guessing you were found during the attempt because a person I know died of a fentanyl overdose. I know lots of people die from that and if you don't it's usually because you've been found.
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,641
I am going to get mine hopefully on the dark net markets. I was nervous and thinking I was not tech savvy enough to use them, but there is so much guidance online, that I am beginnig to be confident and taking first steps (eg downloading Tor browser) so I can access them.

you can buy Fentanyl test strips online (though I don't know if you will be tracked for those or not so careful there...).

I have read that if you have Lyrica plus Fentanyl, that makes it even more lethal. Which is awesome for me, as I have a big stash of Lyrica. Lots of people dying of this combo apparently in Scotland/UK (I am in UK). But I believe Fentanyl is lethal by itself. I'm going to share an article on this below:

 

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