I've prepared all paperwork for when I go to make it easier for my family to handle my affairs. I've organised things.
I've got my rope, prepared my knots, written my note, selected a place. I used to be so stressed out just from waking up every day and not having died in my sleep and realising I had to somehow make it through the day. I cried every day because I was struggling to not kill myself before I had organised and prepared everything. Now I'm prepared and ready, I cry every day because I'm so sad I want to CTB because I have severe depression and wish I were normal. Has this feeling happened to anyone else? Suddenly I'm crying because its come to this. Before I cried that I wanted it all to be over immediately and was struggling to cope with making it through a day. Anyone else?
Noone?
I've got my rope, prepared my knots, written my note, selected a place. I used to be so stressed out just from waking up every day and not having died in my sleep and realising I had to somehow make it through the day. I cried every day because I was struggling to not kill myself before I had organised and prepared everything. Now I'm prepared and ready, I cry every day because I'm so sad I want to CTB because I have severe depression and wish I were normal. Has this feeling happened to anyone else? Suddenly I'm crying because its come to this. Before I cried that I wanted it all to be over immediately and was struggling to cope with making it through a day. Anyone else?
Noone?
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