TheCyberian
Swinging in Her Cell
- Nov 13, 2022
- 81
Does anyone else feel like life circumstances are essentially forcing you to CTB?
I sacrificed friendships, relationships, and my own happiness to get into a competitive PhD program in STEM, and I think it was the single worst decision I've ever made. My girlfriend and I broke up because she didn't want to move to the shitty conservative hellhole state I was forced to move to so I've been entirely alone since June with no friends and nobody to keep my company. This caused me to spiral into a deep depression and I stopped going to class which will likely result in me losing my stipend and being evicted from my apartment. There are other long-standing issues that have made me suicidal, but this is the thing that will finally fucking push me over the edge. I have no choice now.
I sacrificed friendships, relationships, and my own happiness to get into a competitive PhD program in STEM, and I think it was the single worst decision I've ever made. My girlfriend and I broke up because she didn't want to move to the shitty conservative hellhole state I was forced to move to so I've been entirely alone since June with no friends and nobody to keep my company. This caused me to spiral into a deep depression and I stopped going to class which will likely result in me losing my stipend and being evicted from my apartment. There are other long-standing issues that have made me suicidal, but this is the thing that will finally fucking push me over the edge. I have no choice now.